I would like to wish a heart felt and happy birthday, to well a great guy lol a man who I never thought would make it to this age and hope to make it through till the next one, had a great year of meeting new folks, I had a ton of hard times and some sad moments, but also some terribly amazing ones. This year brought into my life the folks of other options, a place I never even had the faintest idea of what they do, I went there and saw a tireless staff of volunteers and met mary who I hold in very high regard, and stephen who works harder than I have seen anyone work, met by boy bobby great guy and donnie who has more kindness in his little pinky than most I have met have in a whole family. It has been my honor to know them. Then this year brought the meeting of folks new to my reality like mark metz a great dog owner, who even though he lost in all in a tornado still kept his head up, saw my bud jack get the much needed rescrue on his hips and hopefully helped him with the va, and he extremely helped me with the social security folks, learned new things about my family and made some awesome fb buds. You all are my major social outlet and I thank you so much for being in my life. I may drive some of you nuts, or you may look at me like that uncle that shows up at the family reunion but you till like em. I have had some amazingly lows this year and got up dusted myself off and moved forward, at sometimes i needed a push and many of you did so and of course my little brother luke nation mund was there when ever i needed it and now added to my family is his husband and very good man dave, who it is my honor to know and have in my life and family. This year also saw me do some things for animals that noone knows of due to legalities that im extremely proud of myself and others of doing. I finally made out with a cute guy this year and he was a great man about it wish he wasnt an out of stater. I have seen many sad things, and witnessed some amazing moments in history but also in my own private realm of humanity, from the instant togetherness of folks after a terrible ordeal of the tornado. I have seen the country that I was used to change even more, some for good and some for the worse. The next years agenda.... I first and foremost hope to just survive lol this bad heart crap sucks, but I kept moving on, I hope to stop living in the moment and start having the ability to look long term or allow myself a goal, living in the moment is one of the worse things that i have ever experienced you cant appreciate the future or an event as when it is over your no longer remembering it. I hope to loose 40 pounds, not for a mixed up ideal of body image, or because i think i have to to attrack a mate that would look past my deficancies and short cummings lol, but do it for the fact i would be healthier. I hope to continue knowing all of you folks and eventually take a vacation to a place that isnt because i have to, but because i want to. I do want to work on the fact that I seem to be at many others calling, and on their time, not mine and sometimes that has caused me some negativity I hope to cut down on that and do more for myself than others, but still do for others just a bit more measured. I think a soul can feel taked advantage of when it is assumed they are at others dispposel. I want to work on my interpersonality communication and issues, to learn to stop mimicing what i percieve others to want me to say do, or react in ways they want. but also a serious effort to understand humans and their social cues. I found several times this year that I have extremely thin skin, while i know i need to learn about people better and how to handle their critics or their words, to know the difference in an attack and venting. I hope to get out more. My years wish is, go to washington state for a trip, to savanna georgia, and drive to ohio to see my momma, so i can take my dogs. I hope to meet a person and fall in love, at this point i dont care if it is a man or woman. I still hope to move soon as living a street over from me ex has not been healthy for me at all, but it is close to my okc momma. maybe move into the country a bit. The most important thing that i want to for this new year... Is that noone on my page or my life has any bad things happen to them, that this time next year I am writting about what happened that year, that it is being read by the same folks and that they have their health, family and belongings. You all do and have mattered. I am grateful to know you and hope to have you for another year. all that being said happy birthday to me :) and many moooooooooooooore. ok maybe 20 more i can deal with 20 more...
Posted on: Sun, 09 Jun 2013 19:54:48 +0000
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