*** IN MY PAST,WHEN PEOPLE TOLD ME THEY LOST THEIR PARENTS.....BLAH...BLAH...I THOUGHT THEY MUST HURT. UNTIL....I REALLY LOST MY OWN DAD, THEN I REALIZED IT WAS/IS REALLY REALLY HURT DEEPLY. THIS IS THE GREATEST TRIAL OCCURS WHEN PAIN IS CAUSED BY THE THOUGHT OF...THERE IS NO MORE MY OWN BLOOD FATHER FOR ME TO SHOW MY GRATITUDE ANY MORE. ( while he was sick in the hospital, my dad used the blanket that I mailed him from America to Thailand. I sure did packed that blanket in my suitcase and will take with me back to America. IT hurt me too much when my sister told me that while he received my package, he read my letter over, and over, and over. IT hurt me so much when my sister told me that soon he open the package he saw that I mailed him the gloves,socks, hat,he put them on right away(YOU KNOW HOW HOT OF THAILAND)That was telling me how much he love and missed me. I mailed to him for use in the winter.But he did not want to wait. THE REALLY ONLY WAY that make me feel better at this situation is.. to know that he is with the Lord. Long years ago , while I was in Oregon, Some elderly Christian lady told me that "Cataliya, if you are a Christian,but if your parents are not...then only you alone will go heaven, they will not. " ; Guess what I told her? I said " if that the case, I rather be in hell with my parents,instead be in heaven with out them, because I love my parents even more than myself". May be that was the reason why I did made sure they both accept Christ when I came back to Thailand in 2011. PRAISE THE LORD FOR THAT !! -huh? :: written by Cataliya Avelina Arroyo. ***
Posted on: Sat, 06 Jul 2013 00:19:53 +0000
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