IT WORKED! I woke up today a confident man. I don’t know when it happened, but it did. A month ago, I thought this feeling was miles away, but I’m halfway done with a vague monthly concept of not giving into shame, indeed not even letting my downtrodden feelings use that word as a claim. And it worked. I finally feel like I have purpose again. I now know that I have to seek the questions that dart my life, no matter what gauze they strap themselves. I’m now confident that nothing I do will “ruin” my art aspirations, my dreams, my hope that life can get better, that there is a use in all things, that all things can teach us to question them, nothing can bring down eternal truths, and the ephemeral will indeed pass away; but an adventure, of days or weeks or months or years, off the trail my weak mind claims as the only way, will not fail to enhance, make me ready to tell the story. I no longer have to be a prodigy to tell the prodigal tale. I am here, I am me, the future is far behind set in motion. All I can do is grasp. Feel free to hold me to that forever.
Posted on: Sun, 17 Nov 2013 20:14:44 +0000
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