If I said that I wanted to fly, long ago and promised to take you with me,why so angry that I kept and keep trying? If I said that public belittlement bothers me and paying others mistakes hurt, Why keep doing so to satisfy your feelings of inferiority and putting your guilt on me? If you didnt realize that the only fear your bullying ways instilled was of your crying, Or the loss of your friendship, because image meant more to make things worse, Or the fact that your denial persuaded you to believe your wrongs belonged to me? Now that I tire of it, I walked away and keep trying to fly. I promised I wouldnt bend. For if I should bend, then I would break. And I never did bend, but I did break. But breaking my wings only made me dream of flying higher and further you see? I promised I would take all that stay by my side, take care of my closest friends. Dont get mad when my time building my wings brought truth to how you were fake. And dont get mad should I act as if I dont know you because you werent true. Lord willing, I wont allow myself to believe that youre beneath me as some may. Some convinced themselves I was beneath them and I hope I dont do the same. We are all equal with our own battles and demons that torture me and all of you. But I can keep you all out of my life now that happiness is easier each and every day. Just because your standards of happiness and mine werent anywhere near the same. Lord willing, your memories wont trigger anger swings. Lord willing, your teachings, wont keep me lonely.
Posted on: Mon, 10 Mar 2014 04:14:16 +0000
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