If only I could afford to...If I had 1 Travel Wish I would go to a some kind of a spiritual Healing Retreat for at least a week; maybe a month would be even better. It would have a Nutritional Program with organic foods; fruits; vegetables, nuts and grains; maybe fish; no red meat; it would have a full spa therapy; with hot tub; mud bath; massage; it would have meditation sessions; and the ocean near by, rivers waterfalls streams, water just so I could swim in it. I would want to learn more about meditation and astral projection, I would love to have some guidance and understanding in this area. I need something like this more than words could explain. I want to cleanse my body right down to my soul; you see for those of you who dont know, I have been Ill for a long time now, in 2008 a Surgeon opened me up to reconstruct my intestines, that same surgeon told me I would not survive more than 2 years; I said: youve got to be kidding, there is no way Ill be ready to die in 2 years, I have too many things to fix; I told the Surgeon he obviously didnt know me too well and that he was absolutely wrong about that, I told him I will die when I am damn good and ready to. I picked up my purse and out I walked stating that I would see him in 10 years, that was five going on six year I am in pain everyday, it is actually very severe pain; Ive learned that pain is like a cup of lemonade made from the lemons that life dishes out. What I mean is that when a person such as myself lives with severe pain it changes that person (me); I became humble, grateful, stronger than I knew I was more capable of being. I learned endurance more than I knew was possible. Ive come to realize that our human body is very much controlled by our thoughts. I realize now that I have the ability to control my life by how I think; what I think; I can even endure pain if I think I can. The pain is the realization that I am alive because I can feel it physically; Life can be lemons until you add the sweetness of realization then becomes Enlightenment unfortunately it takes a lot of lemons to make the perfect cup of lemonade; it takes a lot of realization to become enlightened; and does it stop there? well, no, if it were that easy we would have a world of enlightened people, in turn we would have world peace. So where am I at now? I am wishing for a place that I can go where there is a guide or master to teach me how to fine tune this power that I have discovered called the mind I have all the faith and belief needed to learn how to heal with my mind, but what I dont have is the money or the knowing of who and where to go to achieve this. I have struggled my whole life with extreme situations, life threatening situations; abuse; falling into the victim role; I can honestly say that I have come along way from the horrific beginning of my life. I keep reminding myself that life is just a temporary experience and that my soul will go home some day. And of course faith in the highest source there is God Well, anyway if anyone has any ideas how to find a place that would serve the things I have mentioned, I would be most grateful for the input. I am willing to work to pay my way, however, my health has made that somewhat limiting on a consistent basis which is why I have no money in the first place. But I do know how to do things like type 60 words a minute, maybe more, I can write fairly well, I have a fair knowledge of computer software, and/or the Internet. If I could just find someone to have some faith in me or help me find a way to survive an income. I dont want to go to a conventional doctor. I am interested in holistic medicine for my healing or natural healing or some other kind I am just learning about Reiki Healers, and remote healing but I dont know enough about it. I am not ashamed of asking others for assistance as I know that I help many in areas and ways that I am a healer and a soul of light, at least I believe that I am a light worker, that this is my purpose for now. I am still learning, I have an understanding, a knowing, that has brought me to the door of enlightenment. However, I am a humble student of life and would graciously & humbly listen to an experienced source for direction. I have many guides that are not of this earth, but it is time for some human assistance. I am not sure why I have chosen now to express this publicly and surely my words do not even touch the severity of my health issues. Please message me on my profile or page if you have anything you might like to share with me on how to find a solution to my plight. Love & Light...Cynthia Boullet
Posted on: Thu, 21 Nov 2013 08:51:52 +0000
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