Im a glutton for punishment.I like to put myself in peculiar situations and complicated relationshits.I make decisions subject to ridicule that would make you shake your head in disbelief .But I can give you all the answers to your problems and usually Im right.I beat myself up daily but I hide it from you so I dont have to explain my insanity which is the most imperfect circle of calamity..Constantly I am asking myself why? and then repeat the same errors.I gotta be a glutton for punishment..or just dont give af .the only thing that makes sense and I know is without my daughter .. Id be completely lost.. basically live for her..she is the only real joy that last consistently in my self inflicted life of pain.she is my guardian angel as I walk through my personal copyrighted hell. She is my sanity that balances out my life which is an undiagnosed medically professionally insanity.. although a jury of my peers would convict me promptly. There is no help..there is only healing and recognition of Who I am . I look back and try to figure out how tf I became so backwards and turned inside out of tune like a transister radio with no antenna..Im just lost the only light in my life that guides me is Brianna. I live my life through her. She is the reason I exist and the smile behind my happiness .. truest love I will ever feel always inside my heart she lives ..a gift from God because without you I wouldnt live .. AND GOD KNOWS THIS..
Posted on: Mon, 08 Sep 2014 09:14:27 +0000
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