Im a recovering addict, this is my fourth time getting clean. Im 9 days clean and I can feel a relapse coming... im to the point where I wanna let the demon inside me win. This last time I relapsed everyone thought that I od because my lips where turning blue and I was having a hard time staying conscious, as bad as this sounds I wish I would have od and died. I dont wanna live this life anymore. I know life would be better if I could stay clean but, im really sick of this fight. I just wanna be gone already. Im to the point of im gonna lose everything if I relapse again and I could care less. I have been to rehab a few times and tried meetings but it doesnt work for me. I dont know if its just not mu time to be sober or if im missing something about recovery. What has helped people? I wanna be put on suboxon to see if that helps but, I have heard stories about subs. Anyone have advice? Anonymous
Posted on: Wed, 23 Oct 2013 15:42:59 +0000
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