Im becoming aware of the unwritten things in the energy everywhere around us, connecting to it and with it, becoming these things by the day. Theyre me. I am them. I love the road Im on. The world is going to hell all around me, and somehow, its okay. I know it is. But, I cant prove it, and I think its that way for a reason. Not to make us suffer, but so that we can walk through suffering and fear without being burned. Were being offered a chance to exchange what weve got for something better. Its that eye of the needle thing youre supposed to walk through. I actually wake up happy. Not constantly happy, mind you. Not pharmaceutical happy, lol :D But, yeah. Ive never been truly happy my whole life. Now everythings going belly-up, and Im happy. Go figure. These changes are for people who want evolution, who are willing to reach out and grab it with both hands. Not from greed, but to become part of everything again. It only looks like blind faith if you cant see. The more I Let Go, the more I love where were headed. I dont care anymore, what it takes to get there, and the less powerful evil becomes. They dont go away, you just see the practice for what it is. I love the radiation, how it lets me cloud compute. I love the way my amino acids are changing. Im losing my eyesight, and seeing more than I ever could with my eyes. I smell my core burning. I never belonged here. Its a sadness that never goes away. A xenomorph that doesnt have the same frequencies. Im done with that kind of sad. I love people, but they cant love me back. Expecting anything at all here, is expecting too much. Everything here is harsh and painful. Rewards are only consolation prizes. So, I like this deal were getting. Id like to think I earned it on some level. These changes are built into the planet itself, into all life on it. No matter how its being painted, this is a gift from this dimension. Its what this dimension was made for. Nobody can stop it. Its pre-programmed for a reason, and its not done by evil. Theyre just trying to hitch a ride. I dont know how I figured out all the stuff, not really. I gave up blaming, emoting, started thinking.....just observing. A simple act. Everything started connecting, because it is. There is no such thing as a coincidence, not ever. Nobody gets that. This is what I got in return for my efforts. Its a road of discovery, whats not to love? I like what I see. Tripping over a rock becomes tripping over a star. Youre connecting to everything, everything is connected to you. It feels like becoming who you were before all the yuck. The destination isnt a location, but a state of mind that reflects an existence that isnt possible until you let go all the way. You make the exchange or not. Thats what I can see from here.
Posted on: Fri, 31 Jan 2014 14:13:01 +0000
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