Im come to the conclusion some things arent meant to be for me .I have a bad cold forced to miss chemo .due to go July 16 if I can pass the doctors evaluation an blood work .the more I try to do things the worse its getting .my chemo nurse told me I need to tell the ones I dwell around the way I feel when I try I get attitudes so I try not to say anything no matter how bad I feel my side starting to hurt badly I havent said a word to any one not even chemo because I dont want morphine at all an pot not legal yet at all or my chemo doc would script it to me.And the most important person in my life rite now cant deal with my problems Im having from side effect so once again I get to sit in my truck in tears an in pain because I cant tell anyone how I feel my parents if they both where alive would call me weak . Im not but 2 yes of hurting is be really .all have a good night whats left of it really an be safe
Posted on: Sat, 12 Jul 2014 03:20:55 +0000
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