Im exhausted, but cant sleep, The last 48 hrs has been so hard to watch, and experience---Its so surreal at times, it makes no sense! Mama took a wild ride yesterday and today---seems like the roller coaster wont stop and let her off. Her Tumor has returned---it is only a matter of time now---Hospice has been brought in----The drs were able to flush her bladder and clean the toxins and clots out but as soon as she was removed off the irrigation treatment and it started all over. She became very deleterious with fever tonight so much so she couldnt tell us her name or where she was. Her temp was so high it took almost 3 hrs to get it to break. Once it started going down she returned to her old self telling me I was getting too bossy for my own preaches---if she could ground me at 57 she would have---with in 15 mins she was visiting with friends who came by to get her up stairs to bed and even gave one of the ladies a salad recipe verbatim. Had me spreading out a quilt I just finished for her----its mind boggling what is happening to her one minute she cant walk or talk and the nx she is exchanging recipes---I dont get it GOD!? My Father is holding my had and My Love in life will be here tomorrow--I will get some much needed hugs, kisses and rest, My loving Husband, my children and all of my Grandchildren will be here to visit with their Granny, Charlie, MiMi and their Mommy--please pray for a good day for the kids to enjoy time spent with Granny. Life is Good I am Blessed but its still so hard to see the Circle of Life!
Posted on: Sat, 19 Oct 2013 05:22:18 +0000
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