Im going to leave this up for a while so people can read before talking shitt. My reason for leaving is of my own. Yes I did decide to leave amber for reasoning of my own which I will not put to the public eye but those that have been around seen and known what was going on. Now lets move on to Ashton. Yes she gave me the chance to see him but that I was told I could not be his father anymore because were not together. Even after all we went through together I felt that was wrong. Anybody that knew me knows that little boy was my life. Actually more. He means more to me than my own life. But due to some circumstances I decided to stay out of his life for a couple simple facts. For one its harder for the child growing up to see their parents split up (I know this because I was one of them). Two: its better to do this all now before later down the road I gotta tell this handsome little boy that I cant be his daddy anymore because im not happy with his mommy and its going to hurt him worse than me. And three at any certain time amber feels like it she can snatch him from me. No matter the circumstance and I cant say anything about it because hes not biologically mine. He will never know about me and if he does he will know bad things as to which Ive done nothing wrong in my opinion. Im doing this in the best interest of ashton. Nobody will understand the hurt I feel to say all of this. ive sat up many nights and crying about the decision before I even made it hell im crying now writing this. Hardest thing Ive ever had to do. But its what for the best. So get both sides of a story before you go talking stuff and being immature. If you have something to say come to me say what you feel then go. I honestly will not care what you have to say because this isnt your situation. Ashton Michael Weaver, just know son if you ever read this one day, I love you more than anything in this world and did everything I could do for you financially, physically and loving. Youll always be in my heart and my mind. Just so you know you have impacted and changed me more than you will ever know and I thank you for that. Be good for your momma buddy. I love you.
Posted on: Sun, 16 Nov 2014 00:42:05 +0000
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