Im in love with skateboarding just as much now as I was when I first started 10 years ago. It makes me mad. Because all I want to do is skate. But Im not happy when thats all I do. I lose sleep and feel unaccomplished. I know I talk a lot of shit about how I dont like skateboarders. When I start doing that, understand that I dont really dislike you. I love you, but I envy you. Im so jealous it hurts at times and that makes me angry. I wish I could just skateboard and let that be all the fulfillment I need. But it just doesnt work like that for me anymore. Skateboarding showed me soo many new things in life. And I fell in love and need those things now just as much as skating. Im so thankful. Still so in love with it. I still skate in my dreams. I just have to split my time to make room for everything else that adds up to my happiness. So although I wish I could be skating everyday this summer, I really hope I dont do that. Because at the end of the day, I just cant fs flip my ass into a new Benz, cant kick flip a painting into a museum, cant hard flip an album into a Grammy. And I definitely cant build any skateparks if I spend all my time inside one. It hurts. But thats love.
Posted on: Wed, 26 Mar 2014 10:39:09 +0000
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