Im just going to go to bed and listen to this and try not to cry - TopicsExpress



          

Im just going to go to bed and listen to this and try not to cry or punch or scream or wish for my own death because I can no longer fathom or excuse or feign ignorance or silently accept because my experience is different. Im going to pray for the first time in years, because I dont want this same world Im going to sleep in to be the one I wake up in. And then in 7 hours, Im going to get up and spend 3 hours with a small child who will remind me that this isnt the whole world. Ill spend those 3 hours being reminded that the future doesnt have to be as bad as the present. I will get to see him and his absence of hate and pray to every god I dont believe in that he is the future, and not the travesty that is tonight.
Posted on: Tue, 25 Nov 2014 07:20:13 +0000

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