Im not feeling as sad tonight as I was last night. My house is full of kids along with Toby the dog and Callie the cat. I feel so much better when the kids are here the house is not so quiet. Clay loves to have his cousins here also. Im not feeling happy or excited about Christmas but Im not feeling as bad as I was last night. Last night I was so overwhelming sad that I couldnt stop crying and I just held the blanket that covered Coleman while he was in the hospital. That blanket makes me feel close to him. I also feel close to him when I play with his dog Toby and cuddle him. Im stressing about Thursday because he would be 15. I cant comprehend that this is his second birthday in heaven. I missed his 14th birthday by only a month and a half. I remember everything about him. I never want to forget the wonderful person that he was and all the talks that we had. I hope no one else forgets him. I hope his classmates and friends never forget him. He was such a sweet person with a heart full of love for everyone. He always told everyone he loved them. He was wise beyond his years. I will always love him and always miss him until I see him again in heaven......... Trusting God Colemans mom
Posted on: Sun, 07 Dec 2014 04:23:15 +0000
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