Im not going to do my year in review in photos. I am a person who when real memories are made never refers to a camera for the marking. This year has been so intense. I L.i.t.e.r.a.l.l.y. Was at the end of the bed watching my nephew be born. The hero of my heart. The first time I have ever literally fell in love. Not then. Three months later. But what e has done for my sister and how he shapes life. He is the single most amazing human I have ever encountered in life. Then I was a huge part of a Dear friends wedding. While it was wild and fun, it had its ups and downs. It showed me how much I Really cherish her. We have been through it ALL! I know one million percent this is a marriage the universe can be joyus for. I am so happy for you, yet I miss you oh so much now that it is over! My soulmate love of my life moved away. My heart breaks every day without her here. I never knew how much I needed you until you were gone. I am so excited for seeing you in February I hope. I lost my love as well this year. I wish I could make you see Im worth it. But what kind of love is that that must be convinced? Im grateful we will always be friends I guess. I lost my daddy this year. Very few of you know the man he really was, yet you still understand and respect my loss. Death was his rest, for life was one of the most tumultuous within him. I wish I could dream of you, hear your voice, see those ugly faces, the terrible outfits, even if you were to degrade me I want to feel you. Its almost as if you never existed. Thats horrible yet true:(. Its been one of the most intricate years of my life. I am grateful and full of remorse. I am confused and lost. I am loved and will grow from this. This is so personal and I am sharing. Be open to love and the hurt and love of life. Those who know nothing will judge freely, and those who are interested in your journey will ask questions. Heres to a journey in 2015. I would wish you nothing but happiness, however, that isnt life. Good luck out there. Live with an open heart and mind xoxo
Posted on: Thu, 01 Jan 2015 03:09:18 +0000
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