Im not going to forgive anymore. Thats right, not me. See I had an epiphany about this word forgiveness and what it represents and the meaning has changed for me. I believe we are spirits having a human experience. I believe we choose our paths in order to challenge and grow and evolve. Were like children in school. So I feel now that forgiveness is an ego word. Im not speaking of heinous actions here but more like those circumstances where we felt wronged by someone. An ex relationship, that job promotion you didnt get, etc... If were all here learning and growing then why would I have the need or right to judge, let alone forgive? So Im not going to forgive Im going to allow. Think how many times we are angry because someone didnt respond the way we wanted. Life happens it isnt controlled. Thats a beautiful thing. Those relationships that didnt work out forced me to question what I truly wanted for myself not as a couple and every friendship, no matter how fleeting, helped me grow. Lifes not perfect, Heaven is, or your version of the afterlife. Here on Earth we get to be crazy and messy and make mistakes and learn and experience joy, heartache, love, passion, excitement, etc... I think about the choosing and whether I would have been happier with a rich, effortless lifestyle and no, I wouldnt. The people with the impressive physiques work the hardest in the gym, thats their reward. So Im appreciating what comes in my life... At least thats my goal, I slip up from time to time but Im getting there.
Posted on: Tue, 30 Dec 2014 17:20:57 +0000
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