Im not sure how to post this and i guess im just looking for support. I lost my Elliot july 20 2013 he was born sleeping at 36 weeks 8.3 pounds 20 inches long while i was fighting for my life on life support.... my body went into septic shock, organs shutting down, so the blood flow from me to him stopped. I had sepsis, valley fever, staff, group b step, and a fungal infection in my blood. Everyday is a struggle. I have a four yr old autistic son whos dad was murdered three yrs ago and noone to help, my family lives on the east coast and im in cali. I do have lots of pictures of my baby, but every night i cry and cry. I feel like im not coping i tried counceling but it didnt help... sometimes i feel like i just cant do this anymore but my other son kerps me going. I also want to get pregnant again but not sure if its too soon. I feel like my body killed my baby, like i couldnt protect him
Posted on: Tue, 21 Jan 2014 20:08:24 +0000
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