Im posting a special (to me) no make up selfie.....to me this is the best way to explain how much I appreciate the time others take to support a loved one no matter their disease, pain and struggles. You would think its our battles that hurt the most but some days its the lack of understand and support. I dont choose to be this way and I miss having a real life and standing on my own two feet. Ive never had great family support and for a longest time Ive had none, I have no sibling to call or aunts or uncles to lean on. So from the bottom of my heart THANK YOU to my small group of friends (Facebook included) for becoming my family. Its going to be difficult but nothing I havent done on my own before and maybe this time a little less alone? With what results we have back so far Im C1-T1 are completely inflamed, the neuropsyhologist reports confirm that I am going to fall into the 5-10% with sever cognitive dysfunction BUT at least I know now that Im not crazy just a little Brain damaged lol there is no aneurism that they had been worried about but I do have more lesions which really means nothing to me... My biggest concern has been my vision and the MRIs does confirm that at some point I have had another small stroke in the last couple of months and I have areas of periventricular and subcortical white matter at my T2 sequence hyperintensities bilaterally way more then it should be for someone my age and this is making me at high risk for future strokes. So after all this being said I am officially retiring I will be finishing my scheduled shoots and a couple special ones for me but after 35 yrs its time to hang up my wigs and sell the gowns and costumes :) its time to concentrate on me so I can stay as healthy and physically strong for Cooper for as long as I can. And even though I wont be dancing on any stages any more but Ill still see my girls in the studio more so now then ever so get ready with my music therapy lol!!! 💋💋💋💋💋💋thank you guys I need each of you more then ever OXOXOX
Posted on: Wed, 02 Apr 2014 22:35:50 +0000
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