Im putting this as a public status not for the sympathy vote or attention but because i need to apologise and explain myself to quite a few people and havent got time to inbox everyone. Im not going into too much detail as im aware this is facebook. Basically ive been snappy, short tempered and angry at people since i moved here and believed somebodies vindictive lies about my past friends as i had no reason to think otherwise but i now know they were all lies and i feel awful. If you knew me when i last lived here, came over during summer etc the way ive been is out of character and if you didnt youll just think im a horrible person. Life events of last year i havent fully dealt with granted im ALOT better than i was and getting pregnant with kieryn although unplanned did me a massive favour. Im sorry to literally everyone ive been out of order to and you know if this applies to you and if i havent, well you were lucky really lol. What happened to me last year was horrific and i did only realise and well admit this to myself yesterday ill never get over what happened or forget what i saw etc but i do need counselling to come to terms with it and thats why ive been like this. Ive never been a risk to my kids but how angry ive been getting ive been a risk to myself - the fact ive let complete idiots like not saying her name get to me when i should of let her threats on my unborn child at time go over my head and just thankful i realised this before i did something stupid and got myself a criminal record and reputation and at worst jurby! And would of lost my kids if id ended up there. Im a mother at end of day. Sorry again and i do hope people understand - im not normally so horrible, honestly lol and i will get it sorted! If anybody wants to inbox me about this status by all means do. Sorry again x
Posted on: Sun, 15 Sep 2013 06:58:54 +0000
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