Im slowly teaching my self not to care again, To build the wall the pushes away family and friends. I become a lot stronger, But simultaneously weak, I share very little about my heart, And shut down everybody. Then ppl ask whats wrong with me as if they dont already know, I didnt just do it to my self for nothing ppl in my surroundings hurt me I just didnt let it show. Then ppl say Im mean and rude, But its to protect my self from you, Just because I smile and act like Im fine dont mean everything is koo, Shows how much you know me, thats why Im hurting but I dont blame you for I was the fool, Just dont act so surprised of I dont talk back to you this is just a clue, You did it to me so I did it back to you. I wish I can go back to my old ways, Talking and playing who I want in my own way, Taking hearts while I play the game and me laughing as I watch it break, I wish I can go back to those old days, But I cant because Ive changed. Im stuck with me now the sensitive and fragile me I guess Ill deal with it for a little longer sense Im so easy to read, So what ever I wont change Im exactly what I seem.
Posted on: Sun, 16 Nov 2014 04:53:57 +0000
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