Im so excited, and I will be posting a lot of this stuff! Day 8 of zero smoking!!!! Its been difficult and strange...I basically secluded myself for the first 5 days. I did not want to be tempted at all to smoke! No back and forth to the patio outside, no searching for that last halfie, no spurr of the moment stress triggers..just sat on the couch and thought, while trying to keep my energy and emotions in check so my kids wouldnt feel left out. I lost my best friend. The cigarettes are no where around me anymore. I havent been waking up wanting that first smoke. Strange. The pounding pressure in my left ear is already gone, I havent had any headaches since, I am moving without the stiffness in my legs and have no more overbearing heat in my hands and feet (never knew smoking would make me feel that way). Sophia said something to me a couple weeks ago and because of her I lost it in the best way possible. I am never going back, I am enjoying this empowering freedom way too much and I dont have to live with the guilt it brought to my life anymore!
Posted on: Sat, 29 Mar 2014 16:53:55 +0000
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