Im so sick n tired of this shit. Nobody will ever know what its like being a single mom, or dad, unless theyre a goddamned single mom or dad. Only I know what its like waking up continually all night long after shes fought me to go to bed for 3 hours, just to make sure shes covered up, and warm, and to have her wake me at 6:00am for a movie, to play, or a bath. Im not perfect. I cant do that every single day and night happily all of the time. :( I get tired, I get emotional and I get supremely lonely because I have nobody who I can truly talk to about anything, and the last thing I need is someone trying to guilt trip me because I dont wake up ecstatic to continue losing sleep. Nobody but me knows what my head and my heart feels like on a daily basis, they dont ask and they just judge without ever knowing how it feels to not have a place in this world for your own self, but just trying to struggle to be the best parent you can be with what you have, so your child can have a place in the world. I love my daughter more than life, and shes the only reason I try sooo hard.
Posted on: Thu, 11 Sep 2014 14:57:45 +0000
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