Im so tired of being the girl that is never good enough. Whether its because my thighs are too thick or maybe it has to deal with my bigger frame. Im just so tired of being big, fat, I feel so disgusting in my own skin that I hate looking at myself in the mirror. I see all these thin pretty girls with long hair and I wonder, why cant that be me. Ive always thought that the Barbie look was overrated but to be pretty would be a dream I could never reach. My hair doesnt flow and caress my lower back, nor does it shimmer when the light gazes upon it. I will never have long skinny legs or a small frame to match. I dont want perfection, I want to be pretty. I want to be worth someones time. Someone little crush as they walk by. I dont want to be the fat girl, the dyke, the worthless. I want to be seen, to be noticed by guys in ways that other girls are noticed. I want to be someone crush. I want to be the one someone else wishes they could have. Maybe its selfish. But I want to be thin and pretty. I want to be someones everything..
Posted on: Fri, 11 Jul 2014 06:14:53 +0000
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