Im sorry to have posted my day I had earlier. I sometimes just jot down what has happened.. I guess as an outlet for stress. I am not looking for praises or glory. Certainly not sympathy as we all know this world is full of others worse off. Michael doesnt talk well or often these days because if the surgery and for now his talking isnt difficult to get. Hes angry tonight at what the surgery took from him and while its understandable... he knows what really took it. He wishes he had not done the surgery now and lived his time out. That hurts me to hear because I then would b alone. I can go on but we waited a lifetime to b together . That was taken from us a long time ago. I dont think when u r facing cancer u can fathom the extent of the surgical end of what u will end up with. Your mind cant let u go that far. This is difficult on me but u have no idea what taking care of Mom.Pat. Michael and working and three peoples appts.meds.banking.ive done for 13 yrs. Family us close and friends who have offered to help but he wont go without me and I want to b with him through it all. I cant have regrets if he leaves here. I took vows and promised him Id have his back. The offers have touched my heart...I know I can make phone calls and u would b there. Just pray and believe. Help someone not able or needy in our honor. Luv u all so much!
Posted on: Fri, 16 Jan 2015 05:09:51 +0000
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