Im spent. And the little things push me over Niagara TearFalls! - TopicsExpress



          

Im spent. And the little things push me over Niagara TearFalls! Maybe the adrenaline of life and death has dropped now and has left me in a heap. It sounds like David is struggling for every breath. Not to be gross... But he is so congested and too weak to cough deep enough. His oxygen drops, then his blood pressure hits the roof -- and I just hold his hand and cry. Now were back on the bi-pap machine. Hes weak as a kitten and Im no help anymore. My life has been in flux for about three years now. The list of do-overs pile up: I should have never sold the house. Why did we ever move? How do I work so hard and bills still pile up? Calgon isnt strong enough to take me anywhere anymore. Yes... Pity party always hits when youre exhausted. So I muster what little strength I have to Praise Him. Even tho I sure dont feel like it: .. I praise Him that David is still alive. I praise Him for great nurses and doctors. I praise Him that I am able to find work that bears much fruit. I praise Him for my brother and sister-in-law that are always there for me. And I praise Him for this pathetic recliner that has become my home for now.
Posted on: Tue, 22 Jul 2014 04:34:20 +0000

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