Im stubborn and mad and its not helpful but I dont wanna forgive - TopicsExpress



          

Im stubborn and mad and its not helpful but I dont wanna forgive and forget. Thomas put me through hell this morning and now that hes all happy-go-lucky since school is done for the day. I want him to be as miserable as I was earlier. Im crabby that I have to start every morning by dressing my 9-year-old while he physically fights it. Im crabby that he wont take his meds on his own in the morning, and slams things around. Im crabby that I my stupid arthritis makes it hard to make him do these things and that he exploits that weakness. Im mad that after all the emotional and physical turmoil we go through that he can just come home later and act like it never happened. Im mad that this has become my life. Every. Single. Morning. And. Night. Im pissed off about it and I dont want him to be able to be happy while I am miserable. Like I said, I know that its not a good attitude to have about it. I just, I dunno anymore...
Posted on: Mon, 05 Jan 2015 21:19:19 +0000

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