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Im up at almost 3 in the morning watching all of my videos of my performances, trying to learn from mistakes, and also relive great moments. Then, I started crying my eyes out...first I was extremely sad, but then I was happy. All my life, Ive always looked for something to be proud of. Ive always faced so many insecurities with my looks, my personality, and just me in general. There were many moments in my life where I doubted myself, my surroundings...to the point where I had attempted suicide. I felt that I could do no good to this world. I hated who I was and thought everyone else did too. I hated being gay and felt like such a disgrace to my family. Now, Im not afraid to be me anymore...because every Sunday i go out on that stage and let you have me because I want to be that person that inspires you to do whatever your heart desires. I will always be team you! I will always be by your side. Thank you for standing by mine and believing in me. Thanks to all of you for giving this little latin boy in a dress, a reason to be the queen thats inside of me.
Posted on: Wed, 29 Jan 2014 10:31:14 +0000

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