In an obviously unmarked vehicle, just sitting there, and then you leave. I pull up and notice my fathers best friend David, and offer to lift him up to a friend house so he not just on side of the road. You circle back in with a sense of urgency, walk in the building behind me, sloppily dressed to throw your self off, but forgot to remove your office style, casual shoes. And then your looking at childrens candy, and random trinkets around the isles. Now I know how this begun years ago now. But that girl corrected me, and I subsequently had to beg to apologize for my ignorance. But this situation is no crisis, and no case. So after being motivated to follow in said sisters foot steps and get into who Im destined to be, I make a move to a respected institution. Lo, and behold by the time I get there, they already consider my life to be in crisis, and has ended in tragedy. but Im dressing like a student and shining in that place, artistically speaking. Then they come destroying my reputation because I dont want, or need help out of a tragedy that doesnt exist. After resisting unnecessary involvement in my circumstances, then it becomes a crisis like situation that they have elevated and trumped up to stupendous proportions. I was trying to show you that God helped me, so other people would see that it was possible. So now my every action and word is being examined for criminality, all because my personality doesnt reflect a life in the spotlight. And then sewing false ideas to these people out here, and also motivated a daily talk radio show to continuously denigrate my person for no other reasons than comedic value. And I should also mention that they are making stuff that happens when Im expected be alone, like bathing, and other private behind closed door details public through unwarranted access into my life. A bit of high school anger, laced with video game rhetoric, directed at people who forgot me, and I also could have forgotten, but chose not too, cannot be used as a cause for people to think they are involved in a situation. And then people who dont know me, but can see I come from a certain social background, just waltz into a drawing class proclaiming that Im there to run a scheme (in a foreign city, around complete strangers from every possible ethnic and social background), talking to a grown man any manner of way they see fit, and they are my age. But they go forth and tell lies to back away from misjudging my intentions, through handing over there unwarranted involvement to other parties. And it ends with the current situation (that has no reason to exist at all), with me helping the same people who were homeless with me, or were in poverty when that situation changed. you have to at least try to help people and hope they dont take your kindness for a weakness. But this cant even halfway explain why people who have no historical, familiar, or social connection with me, running around like chickens with their heads cut off, trying to feel justified in dumping their grievances based on their own life circumstances on somebody that is not a player in their life. This situation is another embarrassment to the black community, and it has drawn even the attention of other ethnic groups, and social communities as a demonstration of ignorance being passed down as culture in preference over other Black people who think outside of stereo types, and media depictions that are taken as descriptive of what defines a member of the African American community. And that it might even be possible to believe that one can force, or harness a prophecy that must necessarily come from God (the creative intellect behind our cosmos) is absolutely astonishing, disheartening, and has become frightening.
Posted on: Mon, 25 Aug 2014 08:42:32 +0000
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