In my perfect mind I had this great speech ready for today. But then real life happened. My mind is a mixture of words and emotions today. Gratefulness to God for saving my life, thankfulness to all the nurses and respiratory therapists, physical therapists and doctors who worked on me for 5 weeks, speechless at the love shown by my friends and perfect strangers with their prayers and words of encouragement, meals and help with my kids. How do I put into words the amazing love shown by my husband? He has always been by my side, through thick and thin and he was there for me at this time too. All the ICU nurses told me I had an amazing husband and that he truly loved me. Since my hospitalization, I have struggled... To say thank you to all those who have helped, staying well, and with fear especially. Fear of getting sick again, of hospitalization again, of being around people in an enclosed space, unable to move around... Lots of fear... But I have learned a lot too. God has a purpose for me. He loves me and Im important to him. He brought me through this for His reasons. I can be a testimony for him. I have learned to be grateful and thankful in the small things in life that He has given me. So today, one year later, I love my life, my family, friends and circumstances so much more. One year can really change a person. I hope my jumbled thoughts make sense.
Posted on: Mon, 29 Dec 2014 01:24:24 +0000
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