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In the middle of an ocean abandoned at sea, struggling to tread water while the waves keep crashing over me, each with name, depression, self loathing, fear and the strongest of all anxiety Tells me im a liar, that i am I a thief, whatever it is says I believe, or simply just confused about whats going on around me, drowning out the sounds of my screaming pleas for mercy. Diagnosis doesnt seem likely, some days I dont feel like fighting, Ive always been an excellent swimmer but these feelings I feel are frightening. Schizophrenia, adhd, maybe nothing at all, what if i fail what if I fall, why do they like me, what do they want, is there anyone out there like me anyone at all. Even when the waters are calm something around the corner seems life threatening. Peace seems out of reach even in my most amazing dreams I drown before I make it the beach.
Posted on: Thu, 04 Sep 2014 08:50:56 +0000

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