Inadmissible: ? I seriously feel like I am a bad friend and I havent an idea of what I am gonna do next in this life, but I woke up today and decided that its all or nothin. I am sorry to everyone that follows my bullshit on here and I hope you all know that I tried so hard to make everything happen this year. This has been more of a 15 yr run for me though, I thought by now I would be seen in music magazines and music interviews, including live shows/ festivals and all that shit that a kid dreams bout wanting to be a rockstar. I am not a poser, but I am not famous either and I think that is why life is so slow and full of shit. I dont really know how else to put it, but I am sorry to all of you when I dont respond right away or at all, or even give you positive feedback. I was mostly just on fb in the very beginning thinking that it would help me get visitations with my daughter.... That did not work, so without further ado, Im gonna post one last video that is an oldie but a favorite of mine. Its a small interview with Nirvana when they had Pat Smear tour with them as an additional guitarist. Like I said before, I am so very sorry to everyone whom I could have been a better friend too and I hope the best for all of you. Take no offense but I am gonna tag Five specific people that have been very significant in my life as of this year alone. Three individuals that know music aswell as I do and if that statement offends you than I apollogize once more. This is nothing personal, but it kinda is. I am in a very empty dark place in my mind and I am not sure if I am even there anymore. I love all of you deeply and there are a few several people in the world that I really dont care if they end up dead. You might know those people, mayhaps you dont. In any sense, I hope this last post is a good enough explanatiion as to what you see when I enter your mind. Almost like a drug, huh? I promise that was not a Desert Sessions reference. :P Again, I am tagging only FOUR individuals right now not to offend but because I hate facebook and I honestly do not know what I am gonna do next. Also, you can find my solo music on myspace under WITCH HAZEL SESSIONS. I am the guitarist for SKY and you can hear our demo also on myspace under SURF TO THE METAL. I have other music projects in mind for the future which include black metal and prolly electronica...... mayhaps not... whatevs. I love you all and today I just realized how completely worthless I am as a human being.
Posted on: Mon, 22 Dec 2014 21:04:34 +0000
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