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Inbox: (I have advised her to seek medical help ASAP, Help me pray for this mama.) Also NO NEGATIVE COMMENTS! If you could please post this one the wall just keep my name private please......my husband is currently stationed in Korea for a year. He left in June and even before he left my PCM had wrote in my efmp paperwork that not being near my husband would worsen my depression and anxiety. I have pretty bad depression and PTSD I was hospitalized earlier this year due to it. Sometimes I feel great and then it hits me like a brick. I stayed back at fort hood and have no one here other then our young child. I dont have family or friends that can help and my depression is back in full swing. I really need my husband to be here so that I can get treatment or hospitalization to help. I am at the point where Im afraid of myself. I was washing dishes and there was a knife in the sink, all I could think about is picking the knife up and cutting my wrist. I walked away from the sink because I knew I couldnt let my daughter find me like that. I continuously cry and have no motivation to get out of bed or so anything with my daughter. Ive started pushing my husband away because my mind is not processing my emotions correctly I have told him out of a emotional break downs that I want a divorce and said many not so nice things to him. We are at the point to where he is saying he cant handle it with me anymore that he now wants a divorce. Im hoping he changes his mind because he knows I need help and not myself. If he decides to work on things I was looking into compassionate reassignment so that he can come back so that I can get the help I need. Has anyone had to deal with this? Any advice or tips on the process?