Insert#1 On a very Hot day,i was sitting on the stoep,lonely n feeling empty,i saw myself thinking ngayo yonke into le,,asking myself questions i cldnt answer @ tht point in time. I had js spoken 2 a then best frnd and uK of mine via the phone n she was hpy 2 tell me tht my boyfrnd/ virgin breaker of 5yrs was a father 2 be n he was hpy abt it,ndase ndaxakwa kwayi-excitement yakhe ovr the issue anda-understand y she found it a gud thing bcz she was supposed 2 b myfrnd,,,was it bcz she stole herself nomntu wam ndamshiya anyway esacinga uba she is gon replace me.I knew it was possible bcz i had dated tht man eyi-cassanova buh watshintsha nje,,okanye wayebuyela emikhweni yakhe nah,yonke le mibuzo ndandiyibuza apha kum ndaqonda i had 2 find answers soze uve klk cz andikholwa. Nw mamelani ke,i had dated the man frm since i was 12 n he was the only man i had evr dated apha ebomini bam,,i knew he loved me or so i though so n i loved him so much i gave him my virginity at some point n lonto yasenza saba-even closer n attached 2 each,,2 bodies sharing one soul,we wr in a distance relationship buh we trusted each other,besidibana every festive bck in the Eastern cape,kwenzeka ngomnye unyaka andagoduka 2008 december 2 b exact,,the whole festive,he kept asking uba ndiphi n i wld lie ndithi ndiyeza yade yaphela festive,,,nindive kakuhle lomntu wayeyi-Pillar yam,,isinqandamathe,,eleKFC ithambo eli,after icall ka Khwezikazi i decided 2 ask uMenzi ngokwam,i dialled his number, it ringed twice n he picked up. Him: ma love! Me: unjn bbe? Him: ndi-ryt wena? Me: all gud buh m kinder lonely n sad Him: ai yiba right maarn love,andifuni ukhathazeke cz uzakuba sistep-mum ngoku klk heeeee ndenza ngathi andivanga,,ndathi Me: uthi kutshaphi ndiyocima Him: aibo bbe i thot u knw uba m gonna be a father ngoku.. Yoooo ndavele ndabanda,,aphela emqaleni andakwazi nokuphendula oku okanye ndibuze imibuzo ethile,,,i wasnt angry @ him,,i was js sad n dissapointed in the fact tht bendizithembe gqith n ndacinga ukuba ndi-(unshiyable),,,andinoshiywa ke ukutsho,he then sensed the heartbreak waqhubeka wathi Him: it was a one night stand i dnt love her,i love u,,,,,ndacima kwaloPhone ndalila kakhulu, it felt like the wrld was coming dwn on 2 me in hard bricks,i freezed,,thinking hw can he be soo calm abt this lomfana,does he have any idea hw he is hurting me n my feelings,,is he aware of the holes he is opening in my precious heart,i cried like nobodys business. Thr was no way i was gonna stay the loyal lil girl i was,i then decided 2 show him wht m made of,,tht i was as straight as a ruler tht doesnt bend like a piece of steel. Ilapho imistake yam,thts whr my life started 2 fall apart,thts whn i opened up isithuba sokudlalwa ngabafana like a soccer ball. Yasuka indaba!!
Posted on: Thu, 24 Oct 2013 00:15:58 +0000
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