Insert 125 Later ngaya kaPastor again, éngibizile it was a Sunday evening sahamba sayobona umama, she still looked the same, we prayed and after that I gave her a massage and then left. mangifika to drop umfundisi and his wife, bathi ngingene Pastor wants to talk to me. Ngaphuma emotweni, went inside. They made juice for us and after he prayed. Makaceda uPastor, vele mina when praying I would cry and after that I wont stop. Umamfundisi prepared a room for me to sleep, ngangena ekamereni crying, I needed uMenzi, I felt like driving ngiye kubo and seek comfort from him. I needed a lover to embrace me, to tell me its okey, I had my jail bird calling kodwa it wasnt enough, futhi his call didnt matter that much, even the other Menzi look alike would call kodwa I needed Menzi, his big hands zizongibamba, and him angitshele ukuthi mom will be fine. So I decided to call him, uMenzi and tell him my mom is sick. I dialed jis number Menzi: hello Me: (crying) my mom is sick shEs been in the ICU for more than a month now Menzi: oh sorry Then there was silence, thats all he can say, sorry we hunged up. His sorry didnt have any sympathy, his sorry was so cold and it said, so what now like his sorry wasnt comforting, you know and cabanga if I drove ngayofika kubo, how bad would I have been treated. I cried more, then I heard a knock from the door, it was Pastor. He said I should wake up and come that side.I did that, ngafika and we prayed sonke after a prayer, that was after two hours, ngabo 2am umfundisi wathi Ntombi now you have cried too much, we have prayed to God and we had asked Him to deliver your mom, now all we have to do it to believe, and wait for his response. You are a woman of faith, now where is your faith? You must stop your crying now, because it means you dont believe,the Word says we ask, believe,thank God because we have received, celebrate because we have received. Wena you are crying, are you a believer? Do you trust God? Me: yes I do Pastor: wipe those tears and celebrate, I will beat you if I ever see you cry again. The wife tried ukungikhulumela, but my Pastor nje azange azwisise. Ngahamba ngayolala, I doze off immediately. The next day was the 16th of December, ngavuka ngageza and went straight to the hospital, she was still the same. I felt different in my spirit, I felt at ease. Ngaxoxa, she was just looking, I told her its the 16th, her whole body ivuvukile, ama drips were now emathangeni wakhe, because her hands were swollen. I took the oil from church and rubbed the whole body yakhe, ezifubeni she had many wires that connect to the machines. She had many drips, yokudla, that feeds her since she couldnt eat on her own. Yamanzi, and the blood one. The dyalisies machine nayo isakhala, I told her she is healed, she is washed, she is justified. Exodus 23:25 says So you shall serve the Lord your God, and He will bless your bread and your water. And I will take sickness away from the midst of you. My god has taken my moms sickness away, she is above sickness, above failure, above disgrace, above reproach. Then 27 continues to say:I will send My fear before you, I will cause confusion among all the people to whom you come, and will make all your enemies turn their backs to you. Enough said, ngalomaMkhulu akayazi leNkosi engiyikhonzayo. You know when you are a Christian uhloma impi ingakafiki and when the battle comes you are ready. It was through Gods grace that things went the way they were. In Exodus 14 when the Israelites were delivered from Egypt, when God instructed them to go out of Egypt to the Land of Plenty, to Cannan, God never told them about the red sea, bathi when they looked phambili they was a red sea, emaceleni kunezintaba, emuva the Egyptian soldiers, and nami I felt like that, I was in a point of no where to go, kodwa God was saying March on. I have to leave a life like I have no problems Bathi uSatane when he finds you miserable and in problems uyajabula, kumele akuthole uJabulile, Namaproblems akho. I prayed, I rejoiced in the Lord because my faith was saying my mom will live and not die. After that I kissed her and ngahamba. It was around 1PM ngalesoskhathi. Ngaqala ngayobona uPrincess, it was long since I saw her, bekakhaboLucky, she came running to me hugged me. Me: oh my baby, I love you so much. I kissed her forehead. Princess: hey unjani mama? With her sweetest voice Me: Im good wena Princess: Im ohkey, my dad bought me Christmas clothes, woza uzozibona Me: kukhona bani? We were outside, emotweni yam. Princess: kukhona uThandeka Her fathers girlfriend. I hesitated but bekangidonsa, so ngangena endlini Me: hello Thandeka: hi unjani? Me: ngiright hey, Princess ufuna ngizobona izimpahla Thandeka: oh ohkey, let me fetch them. She went wayozilanda, and phela I didnt buy any, I forgot nokutHi I must buy. Wabuya Nazo, sazibheka, bezizinhle. Thandeka: let me pour ijuice wasukuma, waza nayo in a glass, sahlala. We were listening to our Princess,talking, singing and dancing for us. You know uPrincess is a jolly child and I realised that even Thandeka enjoys spending time with her. After an hour ngahamba, they walked me to the car, ngahamba. I went home, ngayogeza. My siblings bewasekhaya, they looked lonely shame. I decided that we go out, they prepared and we went to Mcdonalds masifika, my phone rang Me: hello Percy from church: hey girl unjani? Me: ngisharp wena Percy: ngi right, was just checking you. Me: ohkey Percy: hope you are well Me: yes I am wena wenzani today on the 16th? Percy: going to carnival to a concert no Boni Me: wow!, thats cool, I want to come Percy: that would be lovely, since we dont have transport Me: ohkey Ill fetch you in an hour. We hunged up, Sahlala,nama sisters ami, later I dropped them home,and changed into shots, phela kukhona abafana, ngaba muhle. I fetched them sahamba. Sathola I the muffinz, the soil, Zahara, and Micasa, wena kungemnandi. For the first time I believed and I had faith, I stopped crying and I was happy. I enjoyed myself, we were singing along kumnandi. UZahara yena wangidina, she cried makacula uphendula yaze yaphela, angasakhali? Was she pleading na or what? Phendula sizojaiva Lana thina. Waqeda ukukhala and kwangena iMicasa, uJsomething,washaya I Jika majika, that was something! The concert ended sahamba I went back home ngayolala. Ekuseni ngavuka ngayobona umama. Ngilale ngaBo 2am but at 5 ngavuka, Tjo! I have to go see my mother. My Menzi wanna be phoned me, shame yena. Me: hello His name is Mel Mel: hi Boo Me: yini uyangicabanga na? Mel: yes love I Missed you Me: oh ohkey kwaze kwamnandi ukucatshangwa ekuseni Mel: hows mom? Me: Im going to see her now Mel: ohk love sharp ke Me: sharp We hunged up ngavuka ngayogeza, ate breakfast ngahamba ngaya esbhedlela. Ngafika I found the doctor, makangibona wavele waphuma. Me: Doctor uyangibalekela? Doctor: no, why? Me: ngibona ungibona bese uyabaleka, kodwa ke, I need answers. Doctor: I dont want to lie, in this three past days she has been better, but still stable. Me: ohkey Wahamba, they changed the oxygen, pUt the small one bathi so she could talk. Bazoyifaka futhi. Me: hello mama She raised her hand, wow! God is great. Me: hmm you are getting better ne? She noded. Me: yes I can see, I wanna buy you something ufunani? Something that you craving nje She said water melon in Avery low struggling tone. I decided to go get her one at Spar, e fresh. Ngaya khona, on my way back I saw a former collegue uSbu, I passed him and sent him a Facebook inbox, that wow, I love his car, it was a hyndai veloster. Ngafika and fed my mom, she ate, in silence, I was the one talking. The nurses and the staff knew me already and were very fascinated nje by me being there always. My younger sisters were scared and I understood. I got a message from Sbu, saying ngikuphi, and I told him, he then asked me my numbers, ngamupha. He called and wanted us to meet. I just told him I will pass kuye later. Ngahlala nomama, then later ngabo 1PM ngahamba ngaya ekhaya. I left my car e car wash, ngafika ngahlala. JB, my gran and Phumla bathi bazoyombona kusasa. Sazixoxela nje. Later ngabo 5 went to fetch my car I called Sbu that Im gonna pass ngakwakhe, he was supposed to meet me somewhere, angikaze ngaya kaSbu. We Met, he was Menzis type but dark, very dark. Kodwa he was big also, rugby type. Safika kwakhe, he has a very beautiful house. Sahlala nje, the last we spoke he was still married and I was still noLucky, he was divorced, athi same year as mine. Ohkey. Sbu: hmm umuhle Me: thanks Sbu:Can I get a hug? Me: iya anyway sengiyahamba Sbu:ohkey Sasukuma, he hugged me, then kissed Me. I frozed. Really!! He started touching me Sbu: it has been long hey, I need a woman, may I? Me: no, no I broke the kiss and moved back. Sbu: awufuni? Me: yes I cant let me go Ngahamba, he walked to my car, Off I went
Posted on: Sat, 11 Oct 2014 12:25:49 +0000
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