Insert 141 Its insanely insane how being single cn mend and heal a broken heart. .It takes a strong person to decide to be single, being single doesnt mean being lonely..Fall in love when the time feels right not because you are lonely or u wanna hurt the next person..We got to the tavern and I went to chill wth Mankwe and her friends while Koketso and Godfrey chilled wth Emmanuel. .I am one chick who would give my boyfriend space that people will evn think I dnt love him anymore not knowing I am preventing appearing as a naggy girlfriend. .Trust me no guy wants to be wth a nagging woman.. We had so much and danced a lot..Then my ex came outa nowhere see certain people arent worth being called ex bf/gf because u just dnt know whr u stand or stood wth them .. Yol never broke up its something like less than exes but not more than lovers typa ish .. He found me talking wth Koketso, well Koki wanted me to sleepover at his place and I had my reservations and doubts so it turned to be an argument of some sort..Elvin*the ex came up to us and stood between us looking right into my eyes. .Nigger knew that eye contact turns me into ba weakling so he dd on purpose. .Koketso left me on the spot, the way he walked out on me send pains right through my spine, paining every sensitive part of me.. I wanted to run after him but my pride wouldnt let me..While still caught in the cross fire Onthatile well he is less than a friend but not more than my boyfriend came up to us and pulled me aside, leaving Elvin standing there like he just saw a walking corpse..Koketso turned to look at me from a distance before finally disappearing into a group of people..Elvin still standing there looking at me like he just heard that I resurrected from the dead, my mind wth Koketso, heart wth Lee and my body wth Onthatile though my eyes stared at Bless bf who was walking wth some Whore.. This felt more than being caught in a cross fire..Everything moved in slow motion like in the Matrix, disbelief caught my mind and I pulled away from Ontha and walked away..I wanted him*Bless bf* to see me, I wanted him to know that Bless will know about this..I passed infront of them and slow motion I gave him a deadly stare(Those who know me understand wt I mean)..I then took out my phone yes I was calling Bless, she is a part of me and her heart break breaks me even more ..Her tear tears me apart and her enemy is our enemy. . I moved a bit further from the music and called her..No I ddnt drop a bombshell at the same time,I started off by telling her the drama taking place in my life, told her how fun it is then reduced the tone of my voice to tell her da depressing news. .Something Ill never understand about this male species is that they require loyalty they cnt evn spell out -_- ..She was dwn bt I made sure I leave her wth a smile..Sometimes I ask myself why does she love him this much though he acts stupid most if the time,then I remember I still love Lee though he treats me like a used condom nxl talk about settling for less..We said our goodbyes then I hung up, at around 3am we went home that day I ddnt sleep I broke the vow I had made wth my heart after a lot of self introspection..Today I am turning a new leaf..I will dump Koki and end wteva it is I have wth Ontha and Elvin .. ...Ridding Solo...
Posted on: Tue, 18 Nov 2014 06:38:16 +0000
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