Insert 39 Sam: Everything will be fine Me: Im tired of begging my dad, clear he doesnt wanna accept my apology so ill give up Sam: Baby you cant Me: Look at you, its all his fault. We made a mistake and were gonna pay kodwa yena....ay i give up Sam: *hugs me* Ill always be with you I stared at the ceiling, eyes filled with tears and my heart sinking. Is the man i call my dad really my father? If he was, how can he be so heartless towards her daughter? Why does he always put his work first before us? Are we his children? I started having slef-conflict with un-answered question. I was hurt maarn big time. Me: *squeaky tone* Baby Sam: Nana Me: Thanks for being here for me, it means a lot Sam: Hey, i wouldnt wanna be anywhere right now other than here with my lil fam Me: *smiles* I love you Sam: *whispering* I didnt kiss you today Me: *laughs* Mxm Trust Sam to make you laugh even when youre in pain. Sam: Come here We shared a kiss and broke it when we heard someone clearing their throat. It was Amanda, i felt so embarrassed. Sam: Uyaphazamisa Amanda: Voetsek! She came to the other side of my bed and hugged me. Amanda: Bendingazukuza kodwa i just couldnt stay at home knowing youre lying in a hospital bed Me: Thanks for coming Amanda: Is the baby alright? You? Me: Were both fine qha ntloko yam ibuhlungu Amanda: Try not to think too much and dont move a lot Me: Check! Amanda: *smiles* I know this sounds crazy but we miss you Sam: Psssst! It does sound crazy, umqhelelephi ubaby wam Amanda: Ndaku donora wena, ndakubetha itoncuke lompumlo Me: *laughing* Shame Sam: Baby awundincedi? Me: You started it Amanda: Nx, khohambe futhi uye emotweni yam uze ne plastic Sam: Car keys? She gave him the car keys and he went out. Amanda: Are you sure sure uryt? Me: Im fine nyani Amanda: Ok, i hope this saturday ifika ungcono kakhulu Me: Whats happening on saturday? Amanda: *whispering* Its Sams birthday Oh no ways. How can i forget my babes birthday. Ay im no girlfriend shame. Me: Nooooo, i totaly forgot Amanda: Dont stress ive planned everything all you can do is buy him a present Me: Mxm, i feel bad kodwa Amanda: Hayi you dont have to feel bad. Youve a under a lot in a blink of an eye im sure he wouldnt be suprised if you forgot Me: *sighs* I really need to get better Amanda: When are you going back to school? Me: Bendizohamba ngomso but ill wait for saturday then ndihambe sunday Amanda: Nihambe noy2, ungamshiyi lo Me: *laughs* Aaaah bana Kuthiwani ngam Sam said, standing by the door. Amanda: Give me that plastic uyeke uthanda indaba He gave Amanda the plastic shooking his head. Me: What? Sam: Youre gossiping about something Amanda: Girls secret Sam: Hayi andizingeni Amanda: Sure you dont The bond Amanda and Sam shared was amazing. Youd swear that Amanda wasnt married. I mean she lowered herself to a level where she could understand us. Shes one a kind. Me: Ave uthanda ukulwa kodwa umncinci Sam: Hayi fondin asoze ndizixhwithise ngabantu mna Amanda: Ndingaxhwitha ntoni apha kuwe? Me: *laughs* Ay myeke nana wam Sam: Hayi sure Amanda: I know the first month of pregnancy can be crazy. You crave a lot of stuff, so here She gave me the plastic she took from Sam. It was filled with goodies. Me: There goes my figure Sam: Yummy! I can always help out if you dont feel like eating any of these Amanda: Ill kill you Sam: Whyy? Amanda: These arent for you Sam: *looks down* Its fine Me: *smiles* Thanks sisMandy. Dont worry babe sotyani soy3 Amanda: Psssst! Sam: *sticks his tongue out* Nyweeee Amanda: Voetsek! Ill smack you Sam: Id like to see you try We chatted about crazy stuff. For a moment i forgot about what i was going through, i put all my problems aside and laughed like everything was fine. A nurse gave me a pill to kill the pains. The pill made me sleepy and i fell asleep whilst talking to Sam and sisAmanda. * :( You guys made me post an insert though i didnt want to. But its fine :( * -Sihle
Posted on: Mon, 07 Jul 2014 13:48:40 +0000
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