•••Insert #48••• [SHORT] I pretended as if I was okay though I was slowly dying inside. We continued talking but my mind wasnt really there. I switched my phone on because I wanted to call Asi yangathi uLubanzi undivile coz ndithe xa ndigqiba kanye uyivula wafouna. Me:Mnxxxm Zama:Yinto? Me:Banzi is calling me Bongi:Yibambe peto Zama:And play cool Me:Andifun thetha naye.. I cant pretend guys andikho good kulonto Zama:Then dont pretend ke but answer it He called for the second time and I answered... Me:I told u to leave me alone ddnt I? Banzi:Liso plz... Cela undimamele Me:What? Banzi:Can we talk Me:Thetha Banzi:Okay uuhhm.. Me:U really wasting my time hey Banzi:Can I come over I cant talk to u over tyhe phone while u mad like that Me:Fine Banzi:Ok Ill see u soon He hung up.. Bongi:Aand?? Me:Hes coming Zama:Whooaaa.. Trust me bbe hes gonna try and manipulate u be careful Bongi:Dont believe a word he says.. Hell use the Oh baby nothing happened blah blah blah we just friends blaaaahhhhh ma battery died Zama:Yep thats what they always do Me:M not stupid this is an obvious case even a blind person can see it Minutes later he called to tell me he was outside. I went out ndinxibe I pyjamaz ndinjalo I ddnt care at all. Ndaphuma wabe engaphakathi emotweni ndafika ndama apha phandle coz ndandizxelele ba andizungena tuu. He got out waza kum Banzi:(soft tone)Hi Me:Hi Banzi:Unjani Me:Lets just skip all that and get straight to the point Banzi:(deep breath)Uhhm.. I really dont know where to start but I... I know u mad at me and Im really sorry Me:What are sorry about exactly? (Folded arms) Banzi:About last night... I know I said I was gonna call but it was late when I got home and I ddnt wanna wake u up. Me:Who did u leave with? Banzi:Sorry? Me:Awuvanga ndawni mhlawumbi ndikphindele Banzi:Uhm.. I Me:Banzi ndiyabuza uhambe naban izolo Banzi:No one Me:Ucinga ndimuncu nhe? Xa undijongile ubona isbhanxa? Banzi:Ofcoz not Me:U know I might be new at this but stupid is not something that I am Banzi:Baby! Me:Dont baby me Banzi! U know I actually feel stupid for believing you and all that bullshit Banzi:Liso uthetha nganton? Me:Your gf Lubanzi Banzi:But u are my gf Me:(fake laugh) Dont patronize me! I called u in the morning and she answered your phone... Banzi:What? Me:I saw u driving her home in the morning... I Banzi:Whaaa... WhEere.. Ubuphi? Me:do u think that even matters? And to top it off yalls pictures are all over her facebook in bed Banzi and you have the decency to come and lie right in my face as if Im some kind of stupid fool? I was worried sick all night while you were busy... Banzi:Wait! What pictures are u talking about? I never took any pictures with her Me:Oooh so now uyavuma ba u were with her? Mhhh? Banzi:Liso I can explain.. Its really not what u think or how it looked like Me:Ok m listening explain... Banzi:Ok fine I met her at the club my friend introduced her to me then she had a fight with some girl and she wanted to leave but when I asked her where she was gonna go she had nowhere to go so I couldnt leave her there Me:So u took her with u? Slept on the same bed! Bencinga uzohamba naban ngok besiya eclubin? Banzi:Her friends left her so Me:So waqonda wena Lubanzi u gonna grab that chance with both hands Banzi:Its not like that nothing happened I swear Me:Try another line Banzi Banzi:I swear! I know it doesnt look like it but I promise you akhonto yenzekileyo Me:Banzi u ddnt even think twice about taking home a cheap floozy that u met at the club and slept on the same bed with her and on top of that she felt she had a right to answer your phone and posts your pics on fb? And u really I mean really Banzi expect me to believe that? Banzi:I know its hard to belive but I swear m telling u the truth Me:I have to go Banzi it was... M not sure whether I should say blessing or curse to meet u but it ends here! Banzi:U breaking up with me? Me:Goodbye Lubanzi I turned and took 2 steps and he held me by the arm.. Banzi:Liso please Me:Ndiyeke.. Banzi:Please dont Me:Ndiyeke I wasnt even looking at him the way I was so disgusted. I kept picturing him with that girl every time I laid my eyes on him now tell me how was I going to stand being with him? How was I gonna look at him again? A part of me was glad that I got to see that side of him before it got complicated. I walked back in the house ofcoz a part of me wanted to believe him but there was just too much, more than I could handle. Ndithe ndingena endlini zabe inyembezi zisehla. How do u let go of someone youve grown so fond for? How do u just let go and move on like they were never there? It wasnt long since Banzi and I knew each other but I guess ndangxama ndamfaka ebomin bam and made him a part of my life. Ndaya straight ebathroom ndafika ndalila. Intliziyo yam yayibuhlungu ngeyona ndlela. I felt like aphebomin mna ndandenzelwe ungonwabi and it was about time I accepted that. Kudala abantu bethi its all gonna be okay, that God is watching but kanye kanye wayede abephi loThixo? All these times and all these years wayeph? I was giving up ndandiphelelwa lithemba. I wished I had died that day I wished I was never even born. Ndiye ndaphakama ndahlamba ubuso ndabuyela eroomin Bongi:And? Me:Ndimlahlile Zama:U shouldnt have Me:I cant deal with him mna andifuni nex endidibanisa naye Bongi:Kanti uthini yena Me:Uyaphika saying nothing happened mnxxm ucinga ndimuncu Zama:Yazike maybe nothing hhappened Me:Hay nawe Zama u saw the pictures, she answered his phone and... Mnxxxm haysuka Zama:I know Zintle bra ndifunda naye she can be manipulative and wayeyitshomi yam thats why I stopped being friends with her Bongi:I never liked her from the beginning Me:Hay guys I need to sleep mna Zama:Okay lala ke I got in bed ndazogquma and tried to sleep... #UviweUmthandazoWaMamiaMbenga
Posted on: Fri, 12 Sep 2014 18:45:22 +0000
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