Insert 51 I went home and when i got there Neno was all smiles and i was totaly lost. Why was she smiling? Me: *confuse* Hey Neno: *smiles* You have a visitor and im going to the mall. Sipho isnt here Me: Nguba- I couldnt even finish my sentence she went out bouncing like Little Red Riding Hood. I slowly went to the lounge ndibheka bheka and i found Sam on his knees holding 3 roses and a box of chocolate. Me: *rolling eyes* Great! Just the person i wanted to see, mxm I left him there and went to my room. When i opened the door, my bed was filled with all the teddy bears he bought for me. I told myself that i wasnt gonna forgive him, someone had to put him in the right position and let him know what he did was totaly wrong. He couldve killed the poor guy(Lutho), yes i know what Lutho did was wrong too but he had no right to take matters into his hands. He got inside my room clearing his throat so that i can give him attention. Sam: Im sorry Sihle Me: You couldve killed him I said that my back facing him. Sam: *low tone* I know and i regret what i did Me: Okay Sam: Am I forgiven? Me: No Sam: Baby im sorry Me: Close the door behind you Sam: Ba- Me: Please Sam I heard the door closing kanti akaphumanga he sneaked behind my back and came to hug me from behind. Me: I thought i told you to go Sam: I cant leave you like this, im sorry and i wish i could undo things but i cant. I hate fighting with you Me: Khange silwe Sam: Then what do you call this? Siyaxabana ngoku, yintoni leyo? Me: Andazi, you name it Sam: Sihle please baby i miss you, i miss kissing your stomach. Yazi one night without talking to you felt like forever Me: Thats deep but andingeni ndawo Sam: *stares at me* Do you love me? Me: Yintoni le undibuza yona? Sam: Yilento ndikubuza yona.... I mean Sihle if you loved me you wouldnt act like this Me: What are you on about? Sam: Have you lost interest in me? Me: *laughs in disbelief* Heeee hayi inoba nxilile Sam: ANSWER ME DAMNIT! He said that with great authority yangathi kuthetha iNkosi uqobo lwayo. He gave me a fright i must admit. It was his first time raising his voice like that. After engxolile i felt like someone stabbed me in my heart, ndivele ndakhathazeka same time. I couldnt help it but tears ran down my cheeks(bloody hormones -_- ) Sam: I....im sorry i didn- Me: *points at the door*Get out! Sam: Sihle ufuna ndenzeni Me: I want you to get the hell out of my room, hamba kwalaphekhaya Sam: If thats what you want then ill go Me: What are you waiting for? Sam: Sharp He slowly went out ngathi ngumntu olindele ukubizwa or something. I threw all those teddy bears on the floor whilst crying then threw myself in my bed and took off my shoes. Honestly i dont know why i was mad at Sam, its not in my place to judge him. Im not a saint, so why am i punishing him?(I asked myself) Mxm, i guess i want him to pay for what he did. I wanted him to think about us and his family next time when he decides to do anything like what he did. I wanted him to feel how his life would be without me. I wanted him to....i wanted him to prioritize and stop being selfish. I missed him yeah but ke he had to learn the hardway that akusoloko kumnandi. *Im sorry i couldnt post i was at church. Sundays are meant for all of us to rest and just got to Church and worship the lamb that was slain for our sins* -Sihle
Posted on: Sun, 13 Jul 2014 15:15:33 +0000
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