Insert 61♥ I was really disappointed in Nel. I know I can be - TopicsExpress



          

Insert 61♥ I was really disappointed in Nel. I know I can be moody but I never take it out on people! I even tell you when something is bothering me but he just keeps it inside. Wr drove and he stopped at Romans Pizza he got out and went inside I just waited in the car. I thought of the life I am living I am now missing out on the real reason I came to Pretoria I am now doing crime but I actually study about trying to prevent all that but I do it still, I am a pro at guns and car speeding. I want to go home, I have become nothing but a monster and my babies, how would they feel oneday when they find out that their parents are gangsters. They will never leave a normal private life because I will always want to have someone to protect them from our enemies. And can we trust that someone? My nunus are supposed to be free to be able to take walks in the park and play with other children but they will have a park at home they will live here in Sandton. They will never I mean never use cabs to go out with their friends to the Mall or wherever. And I? Will I ever be a lawyer? Or will I be Aneles house wife. Will I be dependent on him? Even ask him for money to buy pads? Aai ngeke! I love him so much but the life we are living? I shouldnt have become a gangster. I imagine my children being laughed at, at school being told that their mommy is a thug. Mxm I cant deal I cant. I felt someone shaking me. Anele: Busi. Me: yhini? He held my face and wiped my tears I didnt even notice I was crying. Anele: dont cry bhabha. Me: Anele I dont want this life! Just a few months back I was just a young girl excited about University but now! Anele: I am sorry but I told you! Me: Anele I did it because I love you. Anele: and I love you too, we will get through this together okay? I nodded, he drove off but I noticed we werent going home. Him: I got you food Me: thanks where are we going Him: Kempton Park Me: for? Him: Business. I just kept quiet. Yall ser what I meant? *Sigh*
Posted on: Mon, 21 Jul 2014 09:39:13 +0000

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