Insert #65 Time went by, Buhle and I were going well but still I have not told her that I could a father soon. I know this all happened long before her, long before She and I but still Im afraid. Fear the kind of questions she is going to ask, the effect all these news will have on our relationship.. One sunday as I was in my place alone cooking, I recieved an sms from Zinzi telling me that she went to the scan, the baby is a girl. She told me she had pictures and the nton nton DVD for me if ndiyayifuna. After reading that text ndothuka, scared a bit but then I decided to call her and she told me I could go fetch it whenever. That moment ndalungisa, finished cooking andabisaphaka just went to fetch the dvd from her.. When I got to her place I didnt even go inside, didnt even stay a minute. I just got there, called heer out ndathi aphume nezinto and she gave them to me then I left. I got to my place opened the envelop, looked at the picture tried to make something of it but I couldnt. I tried to twist the picture in all angles but still I didnt see a thing that looked human. Didnt see no arms, legs nothing. I thought abantwana bayacaca atleast xa umntu e-six months pregnant. I switched on the dvd put the scan dvd in it hoping watching the dvd was going to better and I was hoping to hear voices that would be talking on what I would be seeing, but no. Instead in the video words and arrows kept coming, there was no sound except for the sound of movement nd then all went silent, I was silent my whole place got quiet then some kind of strong beeping came from my dvd speakers... It was the babys heartbeat. I got speechless, got the butterflies in my stomarch and the feeling was refreshing. I forgot that there were chances that the baby could not be mine, I just pictured my life after the baby is born and I just couldnt wait for her arrival As the dvd was playing I went to the kitchen to get a glass of water and I rushed back to the lounge because bendingafun uphoswa. When I got there Kuhle was infront of my tv with the baby picture in her hand and I remembered that the picture showed dates and everything, also remembered that uKuhle uyamazi uBuhle and sometimes when Buhle visits she spends sometime with Kuhle. Now this is trouble because I dont trust Kuhle, I mean she would do whatever to mess things up and I just gave her a whole amour to use against me. Kuhle: Wow congratulations Me: What do you want? Kuhle: Never mind that, lets talk about you and this. Pointing at the tv screen. I got irritated, panicking I asked her to tell me what she wanted ahambe. Kuhle: Does Buhle know? Me: Jonga sundiphaphela, hamb uleqa izinto ezingakufuni. This isnt mine, found it in the letter box. It could be yours or lamjita uhlala aback with his girl. She looked at me edanile, she had evil eyes. Kuhle pouted and stormed out. I closed my door and locked it, I was hungry but then didnt feel like eating. I sat down ndacinga, I wanted to celebrate and rejoice about my great expectation but I couldnt, as there were way to many obstacles on the way. That includes my family being in the dark about the pregnancy, the thought that the baby could be someone elses and the fact that Im trying to have a life with another woman but she knows nothing about the whole situation. I needed someone to be happy with so I called Tiny and told her about the scan and stuff. The following day was a monday. From that day I started window shopping and baby shopping. Doing my baby shopping at edgars, gqi ngo Buhle and I was in the baby isle. My heart pumped fast as if it was just going to come out of my chest. Buhle came to me hugged me, I kissed the gap between her eyes.. Fortunately for me bendingekathengi that moment, I had no items with me yet and Buhle knows that I love baby clothes and woman shoes so she asked no questions. We left Edgars together and andibanga sathenga... We took a walk around town, I asked her what she was in town for, she tells me uthunyiwe meaning akazukwazi uhamba nam to my place. After the time with Buhle I went to my place, had an early night. Few days later Kuhle tells me that she is also pregnant. I congratulate her. She congratulates me. Me: Thank you. Her: So how do you feel? Me: Ngantoni? Her: I know that ngumntwana wakho lo wawubukel iscan dvd sakhe and I am also pregnant with your.... Me: Dont say that. Kuhle: What? Dont say tha I am carrying your child? Well if that is what you want then qina ndoda but that is not happening. I looked at her didnt know what to say. I did not believe her because Kuhle yayithanda idrama and she is an attention seeker. I looked at her straight in the eyes, she was staring back at me engaqhwanyazi. I opened my mouth ready to say something, but I stopped myself and opened my mouth again but still I didnt know what to say, my mind went blank. Something needed to be said, I just didnt know what and how. I said goodluck finding your baby daddy. Leave my place now..PLEASE!
Posted on: Mon, 02 Dec 2013 07:46:53 +0000
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