Insert 8 Oh my,i was such a fool shame how was I gonna explain this one ku malume. Mxm how could I be so stupid kanti mmm,I couldnt stop crying all the way home ndigxaza mntakabawo. I got home umalume engekho he was probably at work,I took a long bath ndizama ucinga ba what really happened pha ndaphantse ndawa ndizocinga ba chyn we didnt even use protection haike ndakhala kakhulu kengoku,I was scared what if I become pregnant,what if im h.i.v positive haishame andifuni noxoka I was such a dissapointment ku malume wam how could i do this to him ndingenalo nekhaya eli mxm ubandim njer :( kanti bethu kunje uzifaka endaweni ongangeniyo kuyo. Bendifuna nton nyan ke pha. :( I cleaned around the house ndapheka,the house phone rang ndayibamba Me:hello Lihle:Athi uthi utata khange ulale ndlini izolo where were you kanti? Amazwi omela emqaleni ndandizoxoka ndithini nna kanene Lihle:Athi? Me:ewe Lihle ndiyakuva Lihle:phendula ke ubuphi Me:haiweth bendikhona mna hlukana nam. Ndabeka iphone ndandixakwe liqhinga. Lihle kept calling but ndazixelela andizomhoya tu I still had umalume to deal with.. Later he came back evela emsebenzini. Him:andilambe kutyiwa ntoni He didnt look angry tjo ndandingcangcazela ndisifa ingathi ndingazichamela mntakabawo Me:ku.kukhona kutya malume Him:phaka ke ntombi. Ndenza njalo nam thoqgiba ndahlamba izitya after ndityile. Malume wabukela tv njengesqhelo engathethi nix about me outing. Inoba ulibele?? I went to bed early that night ndathi xandiqala ngena ezinguben weza malume oh I knew sh*t was bwt to happen. Me:malume.. Ndizincumamncumisa Him:kuthen ulala early kangaka khohlale apha ke ndifuna thetha nawe Me:nganton malume him:ubuphi izolo ebsuku? Oh bawo ndamjonga for a while ndicinga inoba ndizothini. Me:malume?? Him:undivile Actually ndandimvile qha andiyaz nam ba ndandisabela nton ndavele ndamela yi matta ndithini Bawo nceda Him:ndithi ubuphi Athi izolo Me:epartin malume. I said that shaking with fear Him:oh wena uhamba party into entsha wakhe wabona ban kulendlu esenza lento uyenzayo Athi heeh.. He raised his voice ndoyika even more Me:ndicela uxolo malume asoze ndiphinde Him:andibuzanga ucela ntoni ndibuza lomntu umlinganisayo kulendlu nguban? Ndithi nguban marn Athi uhamba ngobusuku into entsha ngoku sewuzibona umdala that much heeh?? The way he was talking i could see he was angry and dissapointed he never thought me of all people would do such thing. Wakhulula ibanti lakhe umalume zabe neenyembezi zam zisehla yhini ade andibethe umalume nto le angazange wayenza. Haike umalume beat the living hell out of me oko ndicenga ndicela amaxolo. Him:undiphoxile Athi marn yeses Me:uxollo malume ndibone ulife wam ebhora and I thot maybe .. I didnt even finish my sentence wanditsho ngeyona mpama ndathula.. Him:Yeses marn una 15 for Gods sake umcinci kodwa ubusy endaweni yoba uhoyene neencwadi zakho ulibele ngamakhwenkhwe. Rha uyonyanyisa marni... He walked out ndashiyeka ndingena ezingubeni ndalila ndade ndalala. The next morning on a sunday,I got out of bed ndaxukuxa and washed my face how was I gonna face malume after what I have done.. I went to the kitchen ndafiika breakfast yam ready, I couldnt even look him in the eye I was ashamed shame Malume:jonga ke ntombam, lanto yenzeka friday I hope it was the first and last time,I hope soze iphinde yenzeke uyandiva Me:Ewe malume soze iphinde I promise Him:jha coz ndzakuqhekeza intloko mna ba yenzekile. Me:ewe malume Malume:Athi ndiyakuthanda futhi soze ndiyeke nokuba ungenza ntoni na uzohlala ungumntana wam and I have to tell you whats good and whats bad for your own sake kubi phandlaapha zinintsi izinto ezenzekayo what if something happened usekula party heeh? So kemntanam plz marn suyenza lento yenzayo its so not it. Me:ndiyathembisa soze ndiphinde malume I know i dissapointed you and Im sorry soze ndiphinde haike he gave me a lecture about boys,life and peerpreasure it was like uyayazi into bendiyenza kula party ngenxa yezinto bezithetha after that wathi ndihlambe were going to church, Ndahlamba ke wabe umzimba lo wam enezi scars tjo undihambile shame umalume but I didnt blame him though I deserved it. The service was great then after malume took me to town saya at a resturant and had our meal then went home *My uncle is the best* i dont want to dissapoint him ever again.
Posted on: Wed, 12 Nov 2014 21:08:01 +0000