Insert81--- i dont know why but for some reason I wanted to throw my phone away and not answer my moms call. I recalled all the things she and Mandla did to me while I still lived with them. The pain that no one would ever wish to carry. Being treated so badly by your own blood parents. I cant hold no grudges and it was abot time I forgave both my parents for what they did to me. I cant stay mad at them. Lonto ibizondenza ndingabina way forward coz benzobe ndiphila nenzondo. My phone stopped ringing sas I was still in my thoughts. Ovayo:haibo Ase? Me:yintoni? Ovayo:your phone has been ringing and youre not answering it. Me:hay wethu ovayo:who is it? Me:no-one imprtant. Ovayo:haike Me:youre not gonna stop talking are you? Ovayo:well not unless you tell me the truth. My phone rang again and I wsa forced to answer it this time. It was my mom still i picked up almost immediately.. Me:hello Mom:hello wethu ntombi. Unjan? Me:m okay.. You? Mom:ndi right nam. I miss you a lot mtanam Me:*keeps quiet* Mom:Asenam?? Me:m still here mama. Mom:look little one I know I cant undo the things I did to you but... I can can only hope that you forgive me. I hurt you a lot my baby and treated you like a nobody.. Whay kind of a mother am I? Ndixolelle sana lam. Ndyakcela *sniffs* Me:I forgave you the moment I left CapeTown mama. Mom:m willing to start over again. Say youll come here for holidays next year? Me:well m not so sure about that one. Mom:its too soon I know. Me:yeah Mom:Ave misses you so much. But shes out with friends ngoku. Ill tell her to call you. Me:i miss her too. Look mom I have to go now. Mom:okay baby. By now. We both hung up. I didnt want no further conversation with her no more. Ndivelle ndadikwa nje worse xayendbiza ngo baby hay zange yenzeka kalok lonto leyo. Ovayo:looks like yoi and your mom arent really in good terms. Me:is it that obvious? Ovayo:yeah. I could tell just by the way you speak with her. Me:*shruggs* ow well.... Hlumella was still cozy/cosy(spelling X) with her boyfriend. The way they were laughing and blushing for each other made me miss being with Luyolo so much! Bekuthi I should cry nje :( . At some point I became jealous. I missed my person so much that it hurt. Ovayo suggested that we buy sweets for tina soy2 just for uchitha ixesha while we were waiting for Hlumella nomntu wakke. We did just that and then sazula kwalappa eshop. It got late . Hlumellas boyfriend offered to take us home nathi savuma. Ow Lawd! The smell of that car ngaphakathi. It was obvious that ngeye gentleman I tell you. We got in sahamba. We were chatting nje indaba ezbandayo appa emotweni. Mna I wanted to be with my babe. Bengekko kwakulento bancokola ngayo nje. Bendmane ndihleka xandbeva behleka nabo. He parked 2houses away from our house. We got out no Ovayo sishiya uHlumella behind. Ovayo became really sad the moment she saw my aunts car outside. I didnt ask her abot because I knew exactly why ebequmbile. We got home wabe ekhona uAunty no Ogie. Me:hello auntiza. Aunyt:hi nontombi. I bought take aways for nina nonke. M going out with friends later in the day and I didnt want you guys to cook since youe cleaned the house already. Me:okay. Ogie:yhuu kunini nimkile? We gave her a death stare no Ovayo the approached our room samshiya appo. Safika sazjula ebeddini wavelle wakhala u Ovayo ke sarna. Me:haibo ynton mtase? Ovayo:i just.. I don know Asenam. Why cant I have a perfect boyfriend just like you and Hlumella? Me:theyre not perfect njena. Well mine isnt. Ovayo:but atleast youre happy naye. My boyfriend has done nothing but put me through hell. Now m pregnant for him and surely hes gonna deny the whole thing. Me:well if he loves you he wont. Ovayo:he doesnt love me Asenam. If he did he wouldnt have raped me now would he? Me:youre still too young Ovayo. Ovayo:ungakanani wena? Me:welll... Ovayo:see? Me:kalok mtase abantu abafani. Umntu o right for wena uzofika. Theres a time for everything nawe uyayazi lonto. Ovayo:m tired of hearing the same thing over and over again. Andimfuni nalomtana mna. Me:well,maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people so that when the right person comes well know how to be gratefull for that gift. You cant kill an innocent soul for his/her fathers mistakes. Ovayo:andizova ngawe mna Asenam. M gonna abort this thing!! With that said,she walked out banging the door behind her!!
Posted on: Sun, 28 Sep 2014 10:59:07 +0000
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