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Introduction I saw myself in his arms .. dark black Wings , Sharp look .. Eyes were nearing the red shift Smell and its source is not surprising as if I smell a long time ago Its a nightmare .. Recurring nightmare A nightmare make me believe it was true .. Thinking a lot, I realized it already a fact Those high-rise buildings that it were builds in heaven .. I fly with him everywhere I wonder who might be this strange creature .. Monitor my dreams Those skulls neck white solid .. Not rotting human bone .. ? Thinking about religion and specifically my thinking and my passion for high moment of divine origination .. My thinking is not in the expensive perfume and shoes for the new trends or high style Not at the last wedding, and not in a friend .. Ask them Do not think about love .. No life .. Im thinking only in death .. And leave this life .. Life wont open it doors to me Although Im good of academic and career .. or in my beauty and my love for my family Im still the damned .. Of Gods love Become too pre-occupied .. One Aware that I am damned I hated myself .. always hated haunted nightmares and bad ideas My prayers .. I was doing but sometimes .. lazy them I wonder why me why do not resort to anyone and told him what i have .. it may end like me .. By these descriptions .. And Problems Tell you .. The fact that Maya .. MAYA Name of her that mysterious and beautiful proud of so much .. that it will suspend the sheet on the door of her room They have moved with her family is composed of four people to their new home in modest congestion and street markets Father arrested in the city center next to his car supermarkets and came down with his son, the great Qasim of the inside, and took the basket and filled with food like a box of light tuna, burgers and sausages .. The son took the basket more and puts out the juices and soft cardboard chicken and egg cartons are also some of the candy and nuts Finished shopping and headed to the house about eight oclock at night and the mother was preparing dinner on the first day is a salad and grape leaves and mallow .. The Maya hear one of the favorite songs by Chris Brown and dancing to loud feel compelled Heba : Done order of repression on clothes ? Maya : You know that made is away at the moment so they concentrated one .. One Heba : the laziness now has no time at all Maya : I was cleaning pools private and washed my clothes again Heba : it is important if Im done now, go play other time , GO dining table before it reaches your father and brother Maya : OK! Mom Father Nasser arrived .. Aged 47 years and his son, Qasim, aged 24 years old just graduated from Georgetown University and an acceptable rate of about start his first job The father is before the age of his resignation from the ministry learning to live his life as a Heba too .. Heba is not one of Qatari nationality, she was born in North America, the State of Mexico .. We know the period of training .. Days of the great love the mysterious and the days of sweet and have already decided to marry her after six months of their relationship , walks out after graduation to Qatar and, of course, rejected it, which angered and hurt that his father and his mother for not approving its association with the Christian girl, she does not become Muslim .. Their marriage was arbitrary, for all and leave the Doha 5 years and then returned her to enter his children in public schools of Islamic .. Maya joined English schools and also successfully on everything she does ,her brother too with their intelligence and diligence through the university in all its seasons and was allocated by the University of Qatar, English and graduated at a very good year ago and now is comfortable with pre-employment in one of the independent schools in the footsteps of her father, In a table dinner everyone eats quietly, except for Maya, which speaks a lot Maya : mmm what will we do with this little house that does not contain a large courtyard now! How will I do a small extension operator arts provider and where will I put - !! Been cutted by mom Heba : SHUT it now no need to complain this much MAYA , know very well that our case is already becoming critical poor at these days Nasser : and now youre Complaining about me not work and sitting at home ? Heba : and how not to complain since Im the only human being that works day and night .. not as most of all your service Qasim : Oh my beloved mother, but how much is the remaining of the week, God willing me to work on Vodafone and you know welI that ill be in a great position, and of course will reap over twenty thousand.. true Mimi? Maya : Hahahahaha you are overly been in fantasy dreams .. I do not deny that you will work before me but Im also the oldest on the many schools in diameter with the knowledge that education has become important these days and all the people go for employment in banks and telecommunications companies as well as ministries .. But designer like for Dad and my mother dear beginning next month will complain about the palms and I will work just like any other girls if Qatar want me to serve her Heba : Always ego yourself from the others because of your mother beautiful American .. HA Maya : You mean Mexican and speaks fluent Arabic Hahahahah Heba : your father did not confine his pretty wife to Log me in learning the language of complex Maya : Oh Mama arabic language they know it is beautiful and complex, at least better than the Latin in terms of speech Qassem : mommy without hating on me I do not like Latinos do not eat them also their words and also states that if you speak like these from the Bahamas for example, will the color of the parent DAD Look at him! Hahahaha Maya : Hahahahahaha already handsome and beautiful and all my friends love him a lot of passes each time and take me from the university before Heba : You will kill them if your words once again prepared Maya: oh dear mom I can say that youre envy some my girls .. Nasser : I do not know why you care about has a lot of beauty to your mother you love being pretty ha , manifestations Maya : loves mom , Oh Baba who is seen does not say that it has completed forty Heba : I have a gathering for his son in 23 of the old and the daughter of the 24-year-old that I can not believe I brought them almost 18 years of age Nasir : Because I loved you so much, dear Heba : your heart Amore .. Maya : Oops ! Qasim: There is not much ive let them tell my sister to what they were the best to you and me Hahahahahaha Maya : Lets move from your place, idiot! Maya her room and found herself alone at home is also and again new, they extort money without a single laugh and play and go with them Alone with brother likes to stay alone or with friends every end of the week, with single or not interested, but its beauty and filled and her husband, single father is not interested, but his reputation and his life away from his family and his brothers ... What do you think was the first thing and its unity .. Maya then did a Special Fund a small books filled with secrets and sweet memories with all summer, Mexico, and was looking for Osourha behind the effects of the Maya and deserts warm sands and delicious restaurants to surround all aspects of Mexico .. Do not forget also had frequent gallery painter World Unique The age of fifteen, time had started growing her talent in drawing, surreal, and also create new entry for the sessions of technical training each summer all across America and access to higher certificates, but the question arises why the particular entered the specialty thing did not enter specialty of art education on the campus of the University ? Read the pages of her memoirs middle lines, we find the mysterious lines .. By the age of sixteen i never felt comfortable around the ART class back in the day, he was always there by the same clothes he was always there with the same smile, he laughed too much and he talked too much about the fantasy world i never knew that one day he will be my first crush and my first kiss, the way he touch me and hold me behind the wall closer to my mouth he gave me my first real kiss .. it was a magical moment to me, back in the day Remember the first and only love the only person who felt loved by the great love of no particular reason shes a girl with a lot younger, but the breathtaking beauty and mysterious as one of Mexicos traditional machine Made him continue to consider it carefully and admiration, she felt it from the moment the first day her second cycle of how the mixing water colors painting _ glances acute and beautifully made her go to him after that dropped him greeting and the laugh without making him grinning as he saw a beautiful girl laugh and her laugh and her smile broad brightened the morning of her stood up and said .. Maya : what made you laughed like that? stranger : its crazy but mmm, u sat on my mobile by wrong Stranger : oops! i did that OMG Maya : noo! its really ok Stranger : here take it and again Im really sorry i hope its not broken And suddenly a mobile phone while fixing inspect the condition of the poor scene near the lot and take her mobile holding on her hand, and also by softly has saw it and opens also recorded the conversations and messages MAYA became angry and took her mobile phone quickly and maya shouted Maya : I NEVER KNOW THAT YOU JUST DO THIS TO VIEWING MY OWN MOBILE, HOW DARE YOU !? Stranger : easy easy .. just SEE He start to take her mobile and write a message consisting of two lines in Latin .. After the line he wrote to her in English its now or never, follow your heart and youll find me And supplemented by the fourth line in Arabic the beginning of the first and the second will make you know who I am .. I hope that does not forget to translate I thought the time to remember they are still registered and maintains the message in her mobile and also took him to the private ledger Was recorded as follows transferred them .. THE MSG : nomen mihi et Materon te amo te cum annis VIII its now or never, follow your heart and youll find me The beginning of the first and the second will know who I am .. I hope that you does not forget to translate it Maya began to think about what the latest message on the translation of the unknown that loves her .. With its specialty was studying English because she fears that he will be chased to every place with the knowledge that he was chased after his taking away from her to Qatar, and how many times she met him by accident places to go certain places and was surprised by her own presence in all the place where she ateend to be alone And also that he was sending a text message on her mobile phone while fixing a specific date of each year the date of the first text message written by your mobile , Imagine with me that the person who will be called the manic was chased by summer of 2003, the first thing that any of them talked and laughed .. After their return from spending the summer in Mexico and other holders started showing signs of improvement silencers on her wrist and has always been a rush to deep sleep and wake up only a very tired .. Mother realized that her daughter suffers from sleeping sickness and every time you wake up you find them shivering from the cold harsh with it the rate of normal room thermometer ... One day her daughter went to a Drs psychologists against her because her condition worsened a lot I called a lot of girlfriends to find her a mate for the best guided by a psychiatrist in Qatar I have found them and was also his laboratory at the University of Qatar and the name Nahed .. Nahed the doctor and a teacher of science and the university psychiatric department specializing in the field of medicine and understand the personalities of people and her mother were able to agree with that take care of her daughter Maya This was the first meeting, including all D. Nahed : hello to you first session Heba : you have taken kindly to your appointments and busy time for the auditory disease, the only daughter that i have D. Nahed : Please do not thanks me I will take care of everything by Maya tells me .. Go ahead, relax chair comfort and tell us your story Maya : Oh sorry doctor, but I do not want to ! Heba : SHUT it !! you idiot ! How dare you saying these words and your doctor for a few times you spend with her in Education D. Nahed : it has no need Leave my sister and condition and will know how to began with the first session of the morning for tomorrow .. will not know everything Maya : OK, OK, what do you want to know? That I could hear the sounds haunted me?? And the builder crazy?!?! Or that I felt someone hovering around me and rapes me .. Is you that trying to say that I really crazy or that I possessed of the demon !? I can not believe the myths Delirious not believe stories and horror films of this world do not like that look I do not know him by anything . I live my life and I live a normal safety! PLEASE D. Nahed : Who told you that you are crazy, or possessed contrary! you are aware of this thing and can be your ability to connect external I think the smart girl should know and Im not superstitious to charity so Im Dr. educated, but I can not believe what was written by God through the Quraan Heba : Your words are true Thank God my daughter obeyed to the order of her Lord and pray all the obligatory and always advise them to read the Quraan and meditate in the words of her Lord and Im also after an Islamist became very close to the Lord and I learned as a feature that is a good thing to be born and finds himself a Muslim D. Nahed : true my sister and I hope that your daughter calm down now to try to detect crypts, baby Maya thinks about me as your big sister and I want to please help you will just ask you random and ask them which I will clear everything Maya : the consent, but only ..! ? D. Nahed : What is it? Maya: I want to be your questions in English Dr. amazed to post comments in English daughter because the mother is not American, but girls in particular related substantially to the phone and told her mother until she is at home in English Responded to her condition and began to ask her in English .. Dr. nahed : did you lie sometime to yourself that youre happy and actually you are not? Maya : yes, i had really bad times dealing with myself almost all day long Dr. nahed : are you having such a bad times having real friends? Maya : i spend my whole life trying to be not a dumb i guess i was bad at making communication with others i dont know why but i found out that Im kind of a little freak .. Dr. nahed : is it hard for you to tell anyone that you are unhappy? Maya : mmm .. yes Dr. nahed : have you ever felt useless? Maya : my mom always told me that Im nothing but a selfish girl and everything i want i got to have it in like a SECOND Dr. nahed : mmm its too bad youre not a good daughter do you think that you will be a good mother to your own child? Maya : as i always dream about having my own life and get married believe it or not no one ever come to my door asking my daddy to marry me, i guess yes i would not be a good mother after all Dr. nahed : have you ever planned to stay alone although everyone is asking you to joint? Maya : ... yes Hebba : why is that sweetie? Maya : mom because .. i felt like unwanted Hebba : but why!? everyone me your father and also qassim always were looking for you all time Maya : no mom i never felt that from all of you, dr. everyone was always leaving me alone i never felt the family meaning only three times a day, when we gather to eat the meals Dr. nahed : too bad hearing that well mmm i have to know everything about you and there will be like a kind of connection between us i will give you a recorder so that you will record me by the end of the day the things that got you thinking by whole day and every week on Sunday morning we will discuss about all the points so meet me by my office in fourth building in the collage And agreed Maya and pleased with the doctor a lot because her heart is full a lot of words burning with a lot of secrets buried.. AS well as my readers will you know all the details of the novel if I brought you events and if you understands puzzles, and I know that most of you think and say why waste my time and read a novel is not the goal of them .. Do you like the story of Bella and her passion for vampire Edward .. So you on the place and the time to complete the novel in peace .. Maya remembers the year 2003 .. To meet the unknown obsessed days after the year 2003 and the date of birth of Maya Holiday , agreed entry for Tuesday, all go to her restaurant of choice for seafood and agree on the big cake, music, the bus upon arrival .. And took her mothers salon near the house and was named Ms. plastic and intended by that name that the living room contains a large number of wigs and locks, fittings and to Maya and her mother likes to try everything special Hair and loves to wear wigs strange times, and also interested in form a considerable degree gives them the impression the girl is coquetry. But this thing is very worthy of breathtaking beauty and the mixture Nora : Basically you do not know who is the Queen of Beauty these days ... Halima Boland Maya : Do not Please do not this fake witch I hate everything by HER Julia : You do not know the beauty standards .. RAI is the only Maya : YES YOU GOT IT Maya and her friend Nora and Julia done thier hairs on the American way and the mother was a wrinkle on her way as jacksons For six of the restaurant invited Girls with friends of Maya .. days of primary school and also her friends confidante courses and some of the daughters of neighbors As agreed with the parents would make it to celebrate the 12 pm and will be lifted, to attend private and with the cakes and will pick them Qasim video which is of course very happy because he sees a lot of girls And prepared for the concert and headed for the restaurant in Doha and had their favorite songs from Maya Celine Dion and Michael Jackson .. And the mother sings to every song and its place is so wonderful and Father of the actions and the brother agreed to come before the middle of the night only slightly Then Maya were very joy the arrival of her friend About twenty and they remember your old stories and to escape the classroom and was enjoying everything revolves around them .. The same moment, Maya was looking for in the second box of pictures competent birthday and the anniversary stuff, all have opened the Yellow album of the year 2003 and was critically examine images Noted that it was very confused or surprised by the restaurant or somewhat .. Licked someones seen a lot the same time and there really was a noticeable official and mysterious smile, and was carrying a red rose in his hand and smells it .. and turned to him and Ive seen her mother, Maya, and assure her that she is destined to the toilet .. He walked slowly and with pride and felt that this person is arrogant or that he is very rich rather than the clothes they buy from shops Greater in Paris And she was wearing a short dress bought colorful colors of the sea (Monsoon) He headed for the door from outside, was speeding all the time turning it and seen his view makes it nice lick your lips, it was the unknown person on the day session of the U.S. mysterious and beautiful as it was described by Maya paper attached to one of the pictures hes eyes were like topaz diamond not like a black shadow moon light i never knew there like a beauty too deep in this art of a man not like a an angel falling on a desert land hes like a song playing by a virgin little girl dreaming about her own prince charming a beauty that cast away Johnny Depp also hes own body melt like honey sweet a face filled with the art of john legend hes a fairy, a sin and a great scene Johnny Riddler features and patent-toxic and John This is the strange person who dreamed of Maya before but this was the reason to like him or that they finally found the unknown Fares dreams .. I remembered the first to meet them and I remembered her first Msjh .. Approached him when his car stopped at the red Alcamra Sbort and installed him on the spot without a sense of Engage his disc of music featured Jay - Z bustling exciting hip-hop tunes .. His taste was not surprised I stayed Sakta a beautiful humming the words of the song Lucifer, a carefully monitored .. Wake her ringing mobile phone from Nora!! Was ask for the delay, and told her that it is restricted to the water cycle of eating too much and said to tell her mother that does not worried for the delay and they will come after a quarter of an hour When he turned to him and his eyes were watched carefully and was trying to hold her hand soft avoided his eyes and took the play with her hair and adjusted a lot of makeup was thinking .. This moment What do I do here and whether you will accept me also other times Will the first to write a text message to a strange man later .. She awakened on the cheek and is considering ! I looked at him with fear and tension and bring her a lot and grabbed her hand and before he took his arm on her shoulders and tries to Hugs her, She is afraid of sudden movements and bring them a lot to bite her neck and lightly bite after he gave a warm trying to reduce the pain of a bite Calmed down and almost unchanged for the lips and a long dress Buss continued for two minutes .. And gave her a red rose When you took her with her permission I love you and you do not know It is also whispered to him I do not know who you are no closer than me He said to her, weeping quietly I want you How you want me ? I want you with me wherever i go It is you My name is metatron Youre Mexican? And how to speak Arabic, then Metatron : Yes, but I was born in Mexico to learn languages ??quickly and I moved with my family to Qatar recently asked me Maya : How long have you here? Metatron : of about two months Maya : I remember that I saw you the first time the technical session Metatron : Yes, I like drawing a lot Maya : I am also Metatron : second gift will arrive tomorrow, God willing campus Maya : .. Mm possible question in particular? Metatron : Proceed Maya : Why haunted me? Metatron : Because I love you Maya : ... ? Metatron : love you too Maya : But I can not say it to you also because I do not know you Metatron : Yes sweetie .. But you will know someday Maya : The first letter and on the two lines have not yet Ive undrstand them Metatron : Want to help? Maya : Yes Metatron : But how you do not know Latin, and the mother originally from Mexico Maya : my mother had not learned the Latin language so as not to cherish by many and we continue to forget Metatron : important message is what I meant .. Metatron my name and I love you since you were 8 years Maya : How so??? Metatron : We will not give charity Maya : Do not try Metatron : I saw you with your brother desert of Mexico for years, time I was 12 years old and I am astonished at you and I learned from my dad that your mother the daughter of our neighbor that old so I know the date for coming and I knew everything and you go every summer for a technical session at the works and I was interested in art and I am astonished at everything you .. Excuse me Maya : I do not need this to comes to all people I am astonished as well as your character and your mysterious and wise ?Metatron : Thank you Maya : Aaah Im sorry I have delayed so much to go now Metatron : If I could have stopped time moments stay with you so much Maya : But can you ? Metatron : Unfortunately no Hahaha Maya : Hahaha, but we will be definite we meet a lot .. If you like Metatron : OK, this is digital and will send to messages of course Maya : Please do not puzzle them Hahahahah Metatron : Do not worry they will be my love as puzzles Maya : OK .. lovely And it happened for the last time and accepted again and warmly temporary and quickly went to the restaurant .. Was the joy of the home and can not be that patient to go home and write in her dairy for this madness all the beautiful moments Became the 12 hours at night and the band came and played the music and came Qasim shy of a record attendance for each video moments and sang her spend years of beautiful days and sweet .. The last moments of the event bus sense of the word Went to her bedroom and threw herself tired bed and was looking for the red rose, accept and remember the moment of her mouth with his mouth and sticking your emotions She noted the presence of small pieces of emerald red rose inside and then it had a bottom of the rose and fell on three of the Emerald Gemstones Red be so happy with them and she thought that he made a special ring for his lover by .. And suddenly confined to her bed lay a think about it .. Remember to warm touches and glances acute that have thought that sending him a text message in Latin I took place to the Internet and Google workers wrote lyrics in English and translate into Latin Bajo el puente es donde te veo es Bajo el puente .. asi que por favor venga esta noche Bajo el puente es donde se va a cumplir asi que no trade, porque no me questa esperar .. Bajo el puente con estedes vamos a compratir nuestros pequenos secretors vamos a besar los dulces besos .. Was want to see translated and understood in particular, had been waiting for her reply came from him shortly dawn and responded to the contact after the third ring Metatron : under the bridge Maya : is where Ill see you Metatron : Its under the bridge Maya : so please come tonight Metatron : under the bridge is where we will meet Maya : so dont late coz i dont love to wait Metatron: under the bridge with you Maya : well share our little secrets Metatron : under the bridge with you Maya : well kiss the sweet kisses ... Metatron : splendor .. youre splendor already Maya : Do you like all your taste? Metatron : Yes, indeed, Maya : I have orchestrated it and I am learned Latin in English for you Metatron : mmm you mean stole words in net of many hours only Hahahah Maya : Come on, Im trying to catch your attention Metatron : and if I believed you Maya : I know you love me .. I try to love you too Metatron : Do you like my treatment or romance or mystery? Maya : You want the truth I love everything you are Metatron : you love Me! True ? Maya : I started to love .. Metatron : deathly ? Maya : What do you think ? Metatron : beautiful and strange at the same time, but I Sataud it for you, sweetie Maya : love them thee Emerald and Red Metatron n: really ? Maya : Yes, a lot Habibi Metatron : I have brought you from the desert of the Maya .. Maya Maya : You mean there are pyramids Metatron : my father works there and bring home a lot of three pieces for your eyes, Oh sweet Maya : What is your father working? Metatron : Its film-maker Maya : nice Metatron : make a documentary film of the local station, Mexico that say that out of all programs on the local channel Maya : Its beautiful work and you ? Metatron : No vacation Maya : So Im Off Metatron : Do we go out early? Maya : OK, you want to meet me? Metatron : If there is no reason why invite you for breakfast Maya : Approval meet you where? Metatron : What do you think of Costa ? Maya : OK Metatron : So we meet there, and now i have to go to sleep so as not to your day was full of joyment Maya : From my eyes Metatron : you become the best Maya : You are from his family and Metatron: I love the color red on the idea Maya : Ok Hahahahahah And closed the line and went to sleep at ease to hear the voice of her lover for the first time she was lying half hour and then entered into deep On the other hand of the house tended the mother a gift to her husband and began romantic routine before going to sleep But is was uncomfortable very basophilic home and thought the subject of travel, but time did not not very appropriate .. As for Qassem Every night hang out abroad with a quarter of friends ..
Posted on: Thu, 14 Nov 2013 09:14:13 +0000

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