Is it strange to find life meaningless and pointless at the age of 20 ? Dont get me wrong Im not depressed , and no where near suicidal. Im eating properly and I dont suffer from esteem issues. The most important members of my family are still alive , and well the death of the others wouldnt spark much emotion on my part , so family relations on my part is perfectly fine. Ive got dozens of friends, even though some are in some manner toxic , my friendships are alright. To an extent pretty awesome. Ive done things most of my age mates cannot testify to , and to a great extent the Lord has indeed been good. Is it weird that I find life pointless? Everything on my part is fine , I dont suffer from any psychological issues and yet I still find life redundant. I dont get the nature of the hustle of life. I respect the hustle of every hustler I just dont understand the core reasoning for the grind of every hustler. I dont see how any man old enough to understand the true nature of living would ever be gratified at being alive. Im not depressed , Im just waiting for the day life has meaning. Im waiting for the day I can segregate the difference between being alive and existing ! # I do hope to see the sun rise tomorrow though
Posted on: Mon, 04 Nov 2013 21:32:51 +0000