Issues and damage in the soul are like layers of onion skin...one peels off...you think you are ok and healed until ANOTHER issue that was never healed hits you in the gut...the church service this morning brought a great big pus bag of pain to the surface...and the tears of ALL of that pain came out of me today. I learned that I used anger as a cover up by being BIG TOUGH TERI for the past 5 years instead of simply admitting how BADLY it hurt me when someone I trusted with my life betrayed our 20 year marriage, himself and our children. I blamed his dad, I blamed myself, I blamed him.I RAN away and could not and would not forgive.....but addiction is insideous and I now realize that and have totally and completely forgiven and wish ONLY the very best for this person. I now realize he probably suffered more than any of us and my spirit is lighter now as the burden of all that pain I have carried around for so long has lifted off of my shoulders.
Posted on: Mon, 25 Aug 2014 02:03:17 +0000
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