It doesnt take much to make me question my actions or feel insecure about who I am or what I do. I think on some level we all have that tendency...its why we value the opinion of others so much. But at the end of the day (or the very beginning of the next), Im just doing the best I can to lead myself through uncharted territory. Thats all the future is. If I wanted to just stay doing the same thing and living the same life without trying to progress or try new things, I could do that. Easy. Everyone can. It doesnt take much effort or skill or guts to just keep doing what we do. Instead, to try something new and venture forward with it means that essentially no matter how prepared we are to do anything, we really have no idea what we are doing unless weve already done it before. Theres no risk if we just repeat the past, and there likely isnt much of a reward either. I tried something different, Im doing something new and exciting and I honestly have no idea what Im doing. But really, while everything will never be perfect about it, looking at it from here, I think Im doing a frikkin awesome job at making this thing, this idea, this adventure successful. Im throwing darts while blindfolded and hitting the bullseye most of the time. That some zen stuff right there. Lol Words can make me rethink and over analyze. But when it comes down to it, I am my only judge. And I declare that I have absolutely no clue what Im doing or where Im going, but Ive been pretty darn good at it so far.
Posted on: Sat, 03 May 2014 11:59:58 +0000
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