It has been two days now that Melissa and the boys have been gone. It is just me and the girls. Renea and Matt look after them while I am at work which is very much appreciated. But i still worry about my girls. Night time is somewhat peaceful. Kate misses her mother a lot and is lashing out every once in a while. Maddie is well Maddie. She is a very stubborn and very spoiled little girl. Both conditions come from me according to Melissa. Which I cannot really disagree since I have no real leg to stand on. Thank heaven this event will be ending on Wednesday. I take Melissas presence for granted some times since I am so use to her being there. I know she has a big void in her life because of her mother. That has got me thinking more and more about Melissa and if anything happened to her, what my familys life would be like. All I can picture is a giant disaster. I would not what I would do. I couldnt keep my present job. I would need to find a more flexible job. I would hate to say it but I think I would have to move back to Canada to be near parents. It would take my kids away from my wifes family but I know i couldnt continue without the constant support I would get from my parents. My kids would be able to walk to school all the way through high school. There is a college and university in Sault ste Marie. So the schooling side would be covered. They would have to get use to winter and well so would i again. I am just hoping i dont have to deal with this situation because I say I would do all that but I know it would be next to impossible to function. Melissa is my whole world. I dont say it to her as much as i should but i miss her every time i go to work. Just being near her brings me a level of comfort which I need. We argue and poke fun at each other but at the end of the day, my life is complete with her. my kids are just the cherry on top with sprinkles. So Melissa when you see this, just know i love you and I miss you terribly. Ps. I am getting some cleaning done when the girls go to bed. :p.
Posted on: Fri, 18 Jul 2014 17:59:03 +0000
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