"It just feels indifferent that such a moment could slip past me as quickly as it lasted. I feel indifferent whenever I see you around. I still want to hold onto you, but I feel that you are trying to shove me far away, despite how you said I could talk to you whenever I need someone to talk to. I want you to be with me so that I could be there to catch you when you fall. I want you to be by my side so that I know you are safe. I want you to breathe into me so that I may sleep soundly and rest in peace. Without you, all I can do is rest in pieces. Without you by my side, I constantly wander through darkness without a destination. Without you sleeping next to me, I lay alone in bed, clutching tightly onto my pillow, wishing for you to be here. I love you, but you could care less if I lived or died. I still remember the few days that we were together. I cherish every single moment that I spent with you, whether the moments be a few seconds holding onto each other, or a few nights holding onto you as we slept in conformity. I love you. I wish you were here with me. I long to see your beautiful smile, to hear your dearest, sweet voice. But like I know any better right? After all, I have never officially been in a relationship with anyone. How could I possibly know if what we had between us was truly love?"
Posted on: Sat, 22 Jun 2013 06:39:06 +0000
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