It sure does feel good to tie up loose ends. About a month ago I received a hint that I would be resolving some family issues. I just didnt think it meant working on family issues from 200 years ago, but nonetheless some karma has been completed. As predicted my approach to my little brother was scoffed. You can drag a donkey to the water, but you cannot force it to drink. The truth has been presented to him and he is consciously choosing to stay in his prison cell, so to speak. I think we all get attached to our hells because its familiar. Thats okay, thats his choice and Im always here for him if he ever wants to walk out of his cell. Im still going to do the big sis thing and send him healing energy from a distance. It will take several lifetimes to undo the damage done to him from 1793 until he met his death in 1795. Then there is the issue with my 2 cousins: back then I married one and had an affair with the other regretting that I married the wrong brother. I was able to get away with the affair because I couldnt get pregnant, and also I wanted a baby so bad that I didnt care which brother got me pregnant because they looked enough alike that no one would think it wasnt my husbands. Well I married Tom again 13 years ago and we had the same issues come up again, feeling like he never really loved me, etc. and it led to the inevitable divorce -- but not before giving birth to our beautiful daughter. Then right after the divorce was final, eHarmony matched me with his younger, dumber brother in August of 2011. No wonder we hit it off so well; we were picking right up again from last time and he really threw himself at me. After he got his way with me, it was over. He didnt even have the balls to break up with me and tell me the truth, he played games by hanging up on me when I called and saying that his phone was acting up, etc. Well after a few weeks of this you figure out that the guy used you and was done with you. I really thought he was in trouble with the law the way he just erased me from his life. I feared having my child taken away from me. Also I feared that he would be back at some point with some bullshit story about his disappearance and I would get conned into getting back together. I found out the truth with his public love ballad to his Beautiful Cupcake on his FB page that a friend of mine showed me (you know who you are and I am eternally grateful). Yup, living with a woman the whole time he pursued me. That was some pain I didnt think I needed at the time, but now I see it as the greatest gift EVER. I pined after my brother-in-law 200 years ago and felt trapped in a loveless marriage. The Duc de Berry was my what if guy. What if I werent in royalty, what if I werent married to his brother, etc. Well the Universe brought us back together in a time where were just ordinary people and I was a free woman. The Universe showed me personally that I wasnt missing a single thing. He is a lying, womanizing jackass now just as he was then. In fact, his assassination was largely due to his cheating ways. No, it wasnt an angry husband -- it was a Napoleon supporter that wanted to put an end to those Bourbons. He was married to a beautiful princess less than half his age but he wouldnt give up his mistresses and continued to recruit more. One night while out with his wife at the Paris Opera House his pregnant wife gets upset when she sees that one of his mistresses is in the show and wants to leave. It was leaving the show on the front steps of the building when he was stabbed in the chest by his assailant. His lung was punctured and he slowly bled all night and was dead by morning. He never saw the birth of his son. So ladies, if you live in Clark County and youve encountered such a jackass please dont take it personally. If he couldnt be faithful to a beautiful princess half his age, there is NO WAY hell ever be faithful to you. Its a great day for celebration when a guy that has wronged you ends up being SEP -- thats someone elses problem. And hes not my problem, hes Cupcakes problem. Dont waste your time on revenge, people eventually hang themselves -- and honestly, isnt that a LOT more satisfying?
Posted on: Sun, 17 Nov 2013 06:31:12 +0000
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