It was a cold morning, early in the morning..a little after 1am. Your beautiful golden heart took its last beat. As much as I didnt want it to end this way, as much as I wanted to see you celebrate your 13th birthday, get your first kiss, go to your first prom, get your first car.. graduate high school, go to college, get married, and be by your side as you had that first baby. I am grateful that God allowed me to be that one special person to carry you for 9 months and bring you into this world, a world that may have been cruel and unfair but a world that you saw as a beautiful canvas and spread your love to everything and anything you came in contact with, and I am grateful that I was there to lay in the bed with you, to stroke your hair, to kiss your sweet face, and sing that silly bedtime song that I made up and have sang to you since you were a baby, and to be there by your side holding your hand as your heart beat its last beat and you were greeted in heaven by your daddy and Jesus. I know God doesnt make mistakes, I know He needed you there with Him, He knew what He was doing..but it hurts sweet angel! I long to hold you, lay with you and talk to you about silly things and hear that silly laugh, I long to tell you that I love you and hear I love you Mama one more time. It may have only been a year but it feels like forever without you, I WILL see you again, until then I will continue to live out your legacy, show your love, say your name, and cherish all the precious memories we shared. I love you my sweet angel to the moon and back!
Posted on: Wed, 17 Dec 2014 15:13:02 +0000
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